My Diary

Life after Commission

2006-07-01T17:09:00.000+08:00

Life after commission, dunno how do I describe also, there's good and bad to the life of a Platoon Commander (PC). Good things are like U're the leader, the father, the commander of 30 men. Whatever u do reflects on ya men and vice versa too. My men are of ITE, 'N' Levels and JC education level, but they are damn fun to be with la, wear clothes and never wear the same, all tattoo craze.

But the bad part of being a PC is that alot of shit comes to u, be it admin or training. Somemore we are all new PCs, all the arrows are being shot on us. Worst thing is weekends burnt too cuz of NDP stuff. Gimme a few more weeks to explore the platoon first before commenting further.

Anyway booked out yesterday and went Zouk with Joe, Hanwei, Jiawei. Been some time since I last went there. Zen, Weixiang, Ah Tiong, Justin, Jun An(one of my men) were there too. Furthermore saw my first gf there too. But there's something bad that happened yesterday, a fight broke out between my ex and an Indian Guy, take note its a fucking guy. That guy punched her in the face, I wont say why cuz the moment a guy lay his hands on the girl, its his fucking wrong. I was damn angry, cuz at that time I was on my way into Phuture to look for her and the moment I saw her she was on the ground, the prob is I'm attending to her, if she has someone to attend to her at that fucking time, I'll break the guy's head, I swear and based on my character, thats not enough.

In the end, police came and statements etc were made, just hope that guy gets charged and send into an 18 mths jail whereby everyday he will not get whacked but his ass gets fucked by guys everyday, I'm damn damn pissed. I mean how can a guy lay his fucking dirty black indian hands on a girl? I know I'm kinda racist here but sorry, that guy spoiled the mood of everyone, a fight almost broke out last night, everybody was on the phone calling peeps down, I had like 10 plus guys with me the moment the police came, just made some statements, fucked that indian guy, no prata for me for one month man!

2LT Samuel Ong

2006-06-18T15:17:00.000+08:00

So long since I last blog right? Anyway firstly, my rank changed from a CADET to 2LT. Got commissioned on the 10th june. Seriously I feel happy but I felt more of sadness than happiness, cuz its the time when I gotta stand up alone, making decisions for my men, my specs, etc.. The decision of what to do, how to do, why must we do, where to do all lies in my hand. Another point is I'm going to get seperated from my friends again, imagine doing all the shit together for 6 long months and now we got different routes to take? All the toughness, the shit, the sleepless nights, the time we spent in Taiwan will always be with me.

Recently I've been drinking alot, almost every weekend, be it fri or sat, u can find me drunk in my house, my lift lobby at around 4 plus in the morning? Sounds scary right? But its normal, I cant get to bed (I mean my bed in my own house, not the camp one) without drinking till I get drunk. Furthermore the lift lobby of my HDB block feels quite nice to be slept on, haha! I can't find a perfect reason to why I must drink till that way, but maybe its because of loneliness and I know it myself, Samuel Ong cannot be alone, he cannot feel abit of loneliness. No doubt he has alot of friends but most of them are attached. Its the age to get crazy, to get a bf/gf but maybe he's the kind of guy that will go all out for his friends. I personally feel that I'll wait for all my close friends to get attach first before finding a gf for myself cuz I know how it feels to get lonely all the while.

Well, anyway back to camp lifestyle. After getting my rank, I'm posted back to the same camp, Sungei Gedong Armour camp at Lim Chu Kang, but this time round is 42 SAR and know what? I gotta do NDP stuff, think mostly is just carpark stuff. My saturdays are burnt!!! But who cares? I got my rank already, I'm gonna watch World Cup everynight, hahahaha!!!

Drunk!!!! I'm Drunk!!!!

2006-05-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

Don't think I got so drunk ever before. But before I start my journey on what happened last night, lets start with my life in Safti for the first of my last 3 weeks of OCS.

Basically all was well for last Sun till Wed, got sore eye on wed night and I went to see the MO (Medical Officer) the next morning. Still thought that the stupid MO will gimme an Attend C for at least 2 days but who knows he kept me in the sick bay (female one somemore cuz he wanna isolate me) for 3 fucking days. Then after 2 days of staying, I got damn bloody bored that I went to request for a discharge on fri night cuz I got a parade rehearsal on sat morning. But guess what the MO said, he said "I cant release u, u're not well yet. Why not stay one more night then the duty MO for tmr (in this case is sat) will release u and give u Attend C.

Fuck! What's the diff in giving me Attend C on fri night and Sat morning? Is he a gay? Does he need to keep me for so many days? In the end, the MO for sat just report for duty and straight away gave me Attend C status, book out on sat morning 11am. Sucks!!

Okay, anyway back to yesterday. Was out in town shopping for my Comms Ball Dinner Wear, didnt manage to see any nice suit out there though. So in the end went to COCOLATTE (my first time there) with a big group of friends, Armour, BMT, Sec, Outside friends. I got damn bloody drunk that I was on all fours crawling and puking outside COCO around 1 plus. Furthermore I drank and cried, I deleted all of Sijia's messages in my phone, 152 of them and thought I can put her down, but deep inside I cant. Think I drank bout 4 to 5 pints of Hoegarden, plus abit of mixings here and there. After that Igni sent me home and I continued puking in the cab.

U think it end here? Nah, u're wrong. Igni didnt send me up cuz I said I can manage but I found out that I slept on the 10th floor lift lobby of my BLK and I woke up at 7am inside my toilet this morning. Unexplainable right? I cant remember what happened too, never been so drunk before... sigh~~~!!!

Same Old Problem

2006-05-21T16:59:00.000+08:00

Its been a very long time since I last blog.. Anyway I doubt that anybody will read it, this is just a place whereby I can relieve all my stress, anger, happiness (which I think there's none of it).

Alright, firstly I wanna say "I've finally completed my Armour Officership training in Sungei Gedong camp. Just received my cert last week and on top of it wrote 2Lt Ong WeiQuan Samuel, (2Lt refers to 2nd Lieutenant). The feeling was obviously damn good cuz I felt that I really achieve something that will do my family and close friends proud. So now I'mn currently back in Safti for 3 weeks of training on parades before I formally get commission on the 10th of June. 3 more weeks to officership, thats all.

Next, although its a very happy thing that I'll be getting my officership soon but I dunno why. Maybe I'm a very Emo guy, I tends to think alot and I mean real lot. Went to Billy's 21st birthday last night at Pasir Ris before moving off with Igni and Joe to Holland V and met up with Karen for a drink. On the outside I look prefectly fine, we left at around 2 and the 2 guys went home whereby I went over to Karen's house and continued drinking. Talked real lot, She talked bout Cal and stuff while I talk bout how a little guy went after a girl for a yr and it came to no avail yet. Left her house at around 4.

What we talked bout was purely relationships, why must god create a guy and a girl in the first place? And furthermore why must there be feelings in the world? And guys, where can u find a guy who is so balless that he don't even dare to date a girl that he likes out for a movie or dinner? I asked Sijia before to be my date for my OCS social night, she's not free. Asked her for a dinner, she had dinner with her family. Now I just ask her to be my date again for my Commissioning Ball and she said she cant confirm cuz her exams are in june. Can someone just tell me how to go after her? Karen adviced me to let go, but its not that easy, she said that I'm not useless at all, just see the amount of girls I had in clubs are enough. but to me, what happens in the club stays in the club. Guys may fool around but at the end of the day he'll come back to u. Cuz guys are born to be the playful one between the 2 sexes.

All my friends started to have gf one by one, including my army bros and budds. My mum kept on asking me whether I have any gf too. Everytime when I book out, my mum will ask "Going out with who?" I'll reply "Orh, Igni, Joe and my army budds loh", then she'll say back "Are u a gay? Why do u always go out with them? Thought guys and girls at your age is the dating age?" Then what do u expect me to reply? I got no idea, totally clueless...

Sometimes in camp I'll hear stuff from my budds that they endure thru all the shit trainings because of the support from their gf. I know supports from close friends and family members are enough but I do get lonely. I'm not despo, I just felt that I don't used to be the SAMUEL that peeps once knew. My character changed alot, my perspective in life, etc, totally changed. Karen told me last night, "Bro, I think u matured alot. Your thinking scared me, your that kinda guy that girls will wanna marry." What a joke.. I'm bored, tired, really very tired, maybe I should just let go, I shouldnt carry on.. I should open up my choices but seriously its hard...

I'm such a Bastard!!

2006-04-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

I just realised how bastard am I, to think that I still thought I'm alright, kept on talking bout how a guy should behave when I myself sucked at it. I just realised that I left my bro Igni behind everytime I go clubbing. He's the best bro, he followed me to clubbing everytime although I brought my friends along. And everytime its mne having girls around but he dances alone and he doesnt complain, I'm sorry bro..

Besides that I realised that I made quite a number of girls down, I treated girls that I knew in club like nothing, we can dance, we can kissed and after that I shoo them off home without even saying sorry to them. I didnt know that until my mum told me that one of my cousin is getting a divorced because her husband is having an affair out there. My cousin is a hot babe, trust me, she's young and that "husband" of her is definitely blind cuz he's a bastard. One thing I'm better is that I DONT 2 TIME girls! But to compare, I felt that I'm more of a bastard than him cuz the number of girls that I disappointed were like dozens.

Back to my cousin, her daughter is only 5 or 6 this yr, a very cute little girl but she's intelligent. She wrote a card to her mummy saying "Mummy, I love you alot. I know you are very sad but he's my daddy, I cant scold him bad words but I tell you, I hate him and I'll hate him forever." See, even kids like 5 or 6 yrs old know what the hell ya doing, you're like 30 plus and yet u still sucked at every little thing u do.

Enough of that, I'm boiling, even though I know that I dont have the right to be angry cuz I'm a bastard myself. Was at MoMo last night, Karen's colleague Renay intro her sis to me, its like matchmaking and it kinda scared me. But coincidentally her sis, Rina was there at MOMO last night too. Danced with her, and after that that's when I realised how bastard am I cuz I left Igni alone. Anyway I already made up my mind, I'm gonna change, I'm gonna quit smoking after I commission, I'm not gonna club that much too. I just wanna lead a normal life now, be an normal average guy who will just go town for movie, food, and leisure, no more knowing of girls in club.

Seriously speaking I cant forgive myself too. Its not just once or twice but I think its the entire clubbing life of mine since poly yr 3 that I'm a bastard. Thats like 2 yrS? I've had enough, seriously, I'm tired, friends said that I needed a gf to change me but does the girls that I liked gave me a chance? Not even one single chance, then tell me how do I get a girl that I like? Auction me in Ebay like some cheapo stuff? If this goes on, I'll turn into a player, a clubber, a fucking bastard who doesnt care bout others' feelings.

I just wanna post this entry here to sincerely apologise to the ppl that I let down, Diane, Rina, Igni, Mike, Joe, there's too many. There's still one more, Sijia, although she doesnt know that I like her, but I continued smoking which I told her I already stop, I did tried but its too hard for me during training. I felt drifted apart from her after entering army. Yesterday was the day that I know her for a yr, and for this whole yr I never dated her, not that I didnt try but its either she's busy or I cant make it. We used to talk on phones every night or every now and then, but for the whole week I called her, she didnt ans. I felt useless, I doesnt have much friends, I'm down, seriously...

Back from Taiwan ROC

2006-04-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

Well, back from my Taiwan ROC exercise. Its tough anyway, slept just 2 to 3 hours daily for the 18 days of hell training. The weather there is damn freaking cold anyway, and u practically smoke for 24hrs daily as there's smoke everywhere when u talk. But but but, the R&R there is great, spent the whole of my 550 bucks that I changed. Bought nothing much too, a Levis jeans, a puma shoe and afew tee-shirts, that settled my new yr clothing for yr 2007. Hahaha!

Other than that the food there is fabulous, especially the sausages, the "Xiang Ji Pa" (chicken chop) and also the "Mua Ji".. Hahaha! And besides that its drinking for the guys at night in the hotel rooms, playing dices, cards, getting drunk and funny. Life as a civilian is great, if not for the army restrictions I'll sure go clubbing at night cuz the girls there are damn pretty, natural beauty without makeup.

Ok, now back to Singapore, the weather sucks, so damn bloody hot. Can't even drink those hot chocolates that I used to have in Taiwan. Back to Sing on Fri night or rather Sat morning at 0130am. Went back home to pack all my stuff and washing up before going out on Sat for a dinner with Joe and Igni. Met up with Karen too, she's better now after things that happen between Cal and her. After that Joe, Igni and Me met up with Ah Hoe, Andy and gang at a pub at Boat Quay named "Zen" before going down to Mos.

So now left Joe, Igni and Me plus we met up with Amber and Audrey before heading down to MOS, Kinda forgotten how to dance and I suck at it now. Saw quite a number of friends there, Boxiong, Jalen, HweeLing's good friend which I forgot his name, Serena (my gf) Haha, and one of my BMT friend which I forgot his name too.The night was good, fun, drinking as usual. After that went back home and slept all the way from 6 till 1500hrs. Haha! Been long since I last slept for such long hours. Now comes the sickening part, gonna return to camp at 2200hrs later. Sucks!

Money problems

2006-03-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

Life's been pretty much he same for me the past few weeks. Stayed in camp from mon till fri and on book outs was just some clubbing sessions with friends at Liquid Room, Zouk, MOS or DXO.

Anyway training for the past 2 weeks was rather xiong or would I say its fucking xiong. I managed to sleep just like 10 hours per week so that makes up about 20 hours for the 2 hell weeks training at Armour. The problem why we slept so little is because of Outfields, you not only have to look after your weapons and yourself but also the equipments and vehicles we brought outfield.

About private life, nothing much to blog about also. Its still the same old me. But anyway I'll be going Taiwan for training (ROC) at hukou soon, will be flying off this coming fri(17/03/06) night till either 6th r 7th of April. Oh ya, and the most seriously prob I have now is cash, I dun have the money to spend in Taiwan!! HOW!!!!!

Depression

2006-02-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

There's nothing for me to blog anyway, just in here to type some rubbish so as not to let myself go crazy anytime. Got 3 confinements and a guard duty, cleared the guard duty and one confinement last weekend, totally burnt. There's one more confinement which I have to do tmr and I gotta book in by 7am! I cant seem to find anyone's life as sad as mine now. Not just because pf all the extras but because I cant seem to find any friend to chat with me during my confinement nights.

Do you know how lonely, how MIKE LOW (Morale low), how saddenning one will feel when he cant even find a friend to chat on the phone during his confinement nights when he practically have nothing to do at all?? I called my friends last weekend and nobody seems free. Sijia was the first, she went clubbing with her friends. Karen was next, she went clubbing also. Igni followed on but he have a ORD dinner with his camp mates, then followed by Serena who was playing mahjong. Lastly is Daniel and he's serving CDO (as sad as me la!). Outta 5 none is free. I"M SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION!!!! Luckily my section mates are all good fellows, they left me with all their food and magazines to read thru.. I really feel like letting out, army life sucks, seriously!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Chinese DOGGY Year

2006-01-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

Been a week since I blog, cuz I really find nothing to write down here. My life is just so god-damn boring, not being at home for 5 cool days of the week just aint right for me. But the past week at Armour camp was kinda xiong, I must agree, its back to NINJA lifestyle. I run practically at least 3 km a day and there's PT training everyday. Seriously if I ORD I think I should be able to get a job as a Primary or Secondary School PE teacher.

Ok, enough of all that, back to private life. How to describe a guy if he goes clubbing and party around but he feels guilty because he knows that he already like a girl. And as time goes by, he feels more guilty if he goes partying/ clubbing with his guy/ army friends and not long after he simply lost interest in all the girls in the club be it pretty, tall, glamourous, fabulous, fantastic or whatever u describe the girl to be. Is this very very serious? I mean he likes that girl alot but he always cant find the time to date her, she gotta study on weekends and he's in NS.

Alright, after knowing Sijia for so long, I never dated her successfully before. You can call me useless or whatever but I seriously dunno what to do anymore. And one by one all my friends get/ got attached. And soon I'll be staying home every sat and sun. I seriously dunno...

Anyway heard a very shocking thing, someone actually uses my photo online. I dunno who the hell he/ she is but my friend told me that she chatted with the somewhat "me" online and that guy showed her his "xxxx" on webcam. I dunno who the hell or fuck he/ she is but trust me, that sounds sick to me. And furthermore, I do not have webcam and even if I do, I do not have the time to play around with it cuz I'm fucking stuck in NS. So whoever that person is, please bloody wake ur fucking hell idea up and grow up, stop being a sicko... Oh and my friend has the email add of that person, lindalee747@hotmail.com... I haven check that out yet and I dun wish to... Enjoy your new yr guys! And Happy Birthday Igni, may all ur wishes comes true bro!

Back from Brunei

2006-01-12T17:36:00.000+08:00

Well, just back from Brunei this morning, the flight was at 0530am and reached by at Singapore at 0730am. Bought nothing much at the Duty Free also, too much liquor at home already so just bought a 3 bottle Hoegarden beer and a CK cologne for myself. Anyway for the past 10 days at Brunei, it was quite fine though, I wont say its very very jialat cuz I can assure u guys that the condition of Vietnam which I went 2 yrs ago was much much worst than the camp there. Its just that the journey over at Brunei is long, bus ride from airport to the ferry teminal before a 2 hr ferry ride and following that another bus ride to camp, totalling to close to 3.5 hrs of journey.

But the food there sucks terribly, the canteen food was still quite alright, the worst is the Lakiun Camp cook house food. Training there was not physically tough though, its just very mentally cuz I only manage to sleep like 3 hours plus the first few night, not that I cant sleep but its that I gotta wake up early to work. Sianz! The first 3 days at camp was basically just some compass, pacing course, and some exercise NavEx, following after that was a 4 day outfield Exercise Mountain Rat, this is one damn killer. First 2 days was spent on finding the checkpoints 1 and 2 for our team, then following that we rushed on the 3rd day as we wanted to finish that exercise on the 3rd day so that the 4th day we'll be back at camp having our canteen break. What we did on the 3rd day was kinda unbelievable, we managed to climb a mountain about 1300 ft high in one day.

We actually set off at 6am in the morning and subsequently reached the top of the Mountain, called Mount Biang by the way at around 10am and after that we rushed down like mad and reached the river at around 4pm before we did a river crossing, which means swimming across the muddy croc filled river. So that made up the 7 days of my Exercise Lancer or rather the Support arms Officer Cadet Jungle Orientation Training (SOCJOT). On the 8th day was our post admin work, whereby we cleared our stores, weaponery, ammos, etc and did our area cleaning. Then came the moment on the 9th day we set off at 0530am and reached the Jalan Aman Camp located near the airport at around 9 plus am. That day was a one day tour around Brunei where we visited 2 mosque in the morning followed by our buffet lunch and subsequently the river boat ride to the fellow rivermen's house, kinda like Kampong, those on the sea, I forgot what u called that. And mind u, those living there owns plasma TVs. PS2, DVD players and every room has an air-con! WTF!!! After that was our afternoon shopping and night shopping, the malls there sell basically nothing. Really nothing....

And after that we reached back to the camp at 9 plus at night before proceeding to rest till 0245am and pushed off to airport and now here I am at home relaxing, slacking! I wanna go out, wanna go shopping, but all my friends are working and in NS. Sad!!!!

First Post of 2006

2006-01-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

First blog for the yr 2006. Actually was out on the sat night clubbing as usual, u guys should have seen the queue for MOS, its damn fucking long, and I dun even know where does the queue starts from, it seems to have 2 sides of it, one towards Liang Court and the other towards the OPP side of it till the traffic junction. In the end we ended up at Double O with Mike, Igni, Joe and his friends, Nan An and I think thats all. Mike was crazy that night, ordered drinks as if free and we drank like jugs of Vodka Redbull followed by a number of tequila shots continuously. Didnt get drunk but was damn damn high.

Followed after that we went over to the Taka open area party as Mike wanted to meet up with his Teresa, did something awfully wrong that day, think I wont be going clubbing in the near future. And I promise I wont ever go clubbing with Mike anymore, he's one crazy freak who u just needs girls. I dun need one, seriously, I just wanna be close to that one girl whom I've known for 8 months plus without a meetup, its kinda sweet right? And ok ya, its kinda dumb and useless of me I know, where can u find a guy who haven found the chance to date a girl whom he kinda like for 8 months?? Thats ME!!!

Anyway will be flying off to Brunei tonight, flight at 0230am, gotta be there by 2359pm. So guess thats all, and look out for the news, I'll be flying in SQ8992. Back by 12th Jan 06 at 0730am if I'm not wrong. Hate Brunei... Sianz!!!!

Last Post for 2005

2005-12-31T13:13:00.000+08:00

Think this shall be the last post before it turns to 2006 tonight. Actually there's nothing much for me to post also, been to the new unit for me, Armour at Sungei Gedong, Lim Chu Kang there. The place was farked up, seriously!Once was at OCS SAFTI with all the 5 stars facilities and now at Sungei Gedong it became a 1 star place. The place was under renovation when we reached there, cupboard was not even with us for the last 4 days when we were there.

And furthermore the instructors there looked fierce and cocky, maybe thats the way Armour work, maybe when I commissioned I'll become like them too.. Haha! Anyway I'll be flying off to Brunei for training for 10 days 2 days later, not too bad, manage to spend new yr outside of camp. And ya, one advantage of this camp is that there's a straight bus to Bukit Panjang so guess I'll be saving alot of money for the next 5 months, cuz no needa take cab. Haha!!!

Feelings on X'Mas

2005-12-26T17:25:00.000+08:00

Felt that there's really nothing for me to do, so thought it would be better to penned all my feelings here. Used to have so many friends, so many activities lining up for me before I went into army, didnt even really have to call up friends to asked them out in the past. But look at me now, I'm like actually home for 2 freaking days when I can be out enjoying myself since its like a 6 days break for me from army life. Luckily Igni called just now and will be joining him and darren and his girl later for dinner. Kinda like gooseberry right? Haiz! What to do?? No activities for us what.

Anyway not feeling quite right recently, and its like I just found out that actually I've been either spending X'Mas with my family or friends. I've never spend a single X'mas in my 20 long years with a girlfriend before, sucks right? Kinda failure right? Haha.. Even Joe is attached now, my BMT brother, he's attached to a girl named Huimin, failure... Furthermore my parents been like asking me, why are u always with friends on X'Mas? Dun u have a gf? Oh please, I wont spend X'Mas with guys if I had a gf!!! Let me see, on my 17th X'Mas I was at town but home by midnight, on the 18th X'Mas of mine I was at town with my poly friends, on the 19th X'Mas I was at Tay's house with my secondary clique playing mahjong and cluedo, on the 20th X'Mas I was at town watching a movie and playing billiard with my army friends.

Look, I dun even needa start on the 13th, 14th, 15th or 16th.. Started from the 17th and its like already so damn pathetic. Think I cant go on like that, I've known Miss S for like 8 months and we never dated, no movie, no date, the only time we spent together was on the bus 960 going to town, she's meeting her friend and I'm meeting mine. Thats the longest time spent in the past 8 months. Look so damn ancient right? No meeting, no date, only on phones and journey together. Someone please teach me what to do, look so damn damn pathetic now. I never asked anyone to help me on "love life" before, freaking no pride man, the feeling just sucks! Fuck it, I'm going out now, gonna go have a fabulous dinner....

Let It Snow

2005-12-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

Finally I've completed the first term of OCS training, 14 weeks just whiz pass me like that and now I gotta change my army clique again. I hate it when army forces us to change our environment every now and then, every 3 months I've been changing the buddies and brothers that i "chiong" hills and knolls with, buddies and brothers that I bathe with, eat with, work with, slack with, study with, shit with and whatever else. Think I'll miss all these friends alot although not as much as my BMT batch friends.

Those that are close with me, Emmanuel, Yadi, Justin, Zhiwei (The smokers) and also, Nan An, Donavan, Greg, Ah Guan, Gerald and sect 2 and also alot more. But nevermind, gonna work damn extra hard so that i can get commission next June to get a chance to see them again. Well did nothing much recently, got outta camp on wed, last day in SAFTI. Then on thurs night went clubbing at Gotham as there's a JC bash, other than that went Ministry of Sound (MOS) also, the place is like damn freaking big man, there's Retro, House, Trance and R&B inside but the drinks are damn ex!

On fri went to Sentosa with my OCS friends, only gotta sleep for like 5 hours the previous night, after sento was town and pool before heading home for a rest. On Sat was the usual, went to beach rd with Mike for our Army and Brunei stuff before going to town for pool, billiard, and a movie, "The Family Stone". After that met up with Ita and Rex for billiard number ball, its been long time since I last played and in the end lost 17 bucks. Went home like 4 plus. So for today its the ultimate first rest day for me since Wed. Really need a rest now, think I'm gonna fall sick soon, hate this feeling man!

2 more days to booking in at Sungei Gedong Armour camp, kinda excited and scared at the same time, the feeling sorta like enlistment day man! Nothing much to elaborate further, just hope that everything is alright for me. Merry Christmas guys! Although this yr's sucks, cuz its Ultimately boring to me....

13th week

2005-12-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

So fast, time flies and its already the 13th week of OCS, 1 more week to the end of Service Term. Anyway book out on wed evening for my OCS social night event and my date was my long lost pretty attitude gf Ms Serena. Went to pick her up from work before she went home to get changed and off we go to Pine Tree Club, a country club located at Stevens Rd, opp RGS. The night was not bad though except that at some point of time its kinda boring and the food wasnt that good. But luckily managed to win a 100 dollars voucher for a hair styling salon, and god, how can I style my hair with 100 bucks when its so fucking short???? And ya, Serena's pretty that night, very pretty, took afew photos with her but I dunno how to post up here, so too bad!! I'm a comp idiot!!!

The event ended at 2330hrs and after that we went to Zouk with Igni and Karen. Saw Nan An there too and Gerald. Serena had a little misunderstanding with her guy, hope everything is alright now, if not think I wont get a chance to date her anymore, haha! Zouk till around 3 plus and went for supper at bukit timah, saw my Ah Kor there and I hate the girls he hang out with, just sucks! Couldnt take the shagness anymore so just went off and slept at 5!!! Book in the next day at 1300hrs. Now book out again till tmr 2000hrs before the live firing commences on Sunday, its a FAMILY DAY!!!

Anyway I got my posting already but too bad its not artillery but ARMOUR INFANTRY. XIONG le la!!!! Just one step at a time, and ya, I'm going Brunei for training on the 3rd of Jan for 10 days!! Brunei?? Sucks!!! Going off le, going to MOS, Ministry of Sound... Ciao!!! ;)

Zouk night

2005-11-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

This is my last book out before 2 weeks later i think. Cuz next week, 3rd Dec I got Platoon Live Firing and the most is I'll book out on Sunday morning and back to camp at night. Following on the 10th Dec its my senior's commissioning parade so I guess all have to be present that night. Thus, cant book out and worst of all, no ZOUKOUT!!! Army is so restricted.

Anyway book out yest afternoon after the super siong 16km route march, dunno why I find it siong also, maybe its been long since I last walk a route march. Before that on Fri we had SOC test and guess what? Being the slowest I managed to clocked it under 9mins. Damn Damn happy loh, no more SOC for me!!!! Last night went out and met up with quite alot of peeps. Met up with Darren and Igni first but Dar left early for his mum's birthday dinner.

After that was Karen and followed by Daniel and Samantha, Dan's going Taiwan, think he should have reached by now. 3 weeks of training for him, good luck bro. After that Igni and I join Joe, Hongda and his 2 friends, Aiqing and Angie before we moved down to Zouk. Not a bad night, although the music was not that good but I saw 2 jap friends of mine from OCS over there. Its very fun to be with them. Gonna book in later le, after dinner, gotta go back camp and chiong "HOMEWORK" again!!! SICK sia, army still got homework and its fcuking hard!!!!

Knee Injured

2005-11-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

And once again a week passes so fast. Its quite a shag week, there's outfields, SOC, running like mad dogs around every single day. And guess I overwork and over strain that causes my right knee to hurt now. Just hope I rest more and dun get OOC.

Nothing much to blog also, Social Night for Service Term is coming soon in a month's time and till now I got no confirmation on who's my date. Asked "her" already but she didnt give me a confirmation, she just said that she maybe able to make it and she even ask me to find a second and third date just in case she cant go. Headache!!!

Well, Igni's back from Taiwan after 3 long weeks of training there and Karen's back from her Aussie holiday trip with her family. Igni bought me a nice "dunno what u called that" but its worn on the wrist with my name on it. Karen said she bout a tee-shirt as a birthday present for me, gotta collect it from her when I got the time. Gonna book out this tues night for self study at home all the way till wed night. Bet I wont study!! Haha, studying in army is totally bullshit, being more practical is better..

Finally 20!!!

2005-11-13T16:25:00.000+08:00

Finally finally finally I'm 20!! No more a teen in my age anymore. And after so long I went back to Chinablack last night. The reasons I chose there to celebrate my birthday were simple. Firstly, Lynn's birthday was the same as mine and she's celebrating there with her friends so we just thought that we can celebrate ours together. Secondly, the entry was cheap and last but not least the area there is more more spacious now, not as crowded as the past.

Saw quite alot of ppl down there last night, Pris was there, one of my poly friend was there whom I forget his name la, my neighbour was there, and the rest I cant remember. But anyway had a very fun night last night, drank quite alot too, but my limit was there, just drank till cant walk straight only but NEVER PUKE! Thanks alot to Joe, Jiawei, Hanwei, Hongda and Lynn and gang. Was a very fun 20 yrs old celebration. Not to mention those who msg me to wish me happy birthday. Thanks alot dudes and dudettes.

Happy was happy but I wished "she" was there, too bad, no fate was made between me and her. Didnt even receive a birthday msg from her even though I did msg her, guess she forgot bout it but it alright. Made a birthday wish for her and also my family, hope it'll come true.. I know what u guys are thinking, must be thinking that I'm wishing for her to be my girl but thats not correct, anyway just hope it'll be true..

My Feelings

2005-11-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

Well, back to blogging.. Nothing much to update and I'm kinda sick and tired to update what happen in camp. Think I seriously needa find a girlfriend now, just feel that all my friends are currently attached and even though not attached, they wont be free for me every weekend.

Anyway I do have a target now, been wooing her or rather just liking her for close to half a year. She's pretty, gorgeous, tall, clever and I find her a good chatting partner but too bad army pulled me off and greathen the distance between me and her. But she's always busy with her she work, projects that everytime I ask her out, she's not free. Not sure whether if she's avoiding me but just hope thats not the case, gotta think positively.

Think the problem lies with me, I dun have the courage that I used to have in the past. I dun even have the courage to go and meet her or whatsoever. Think maybe its due to that I'm afraid of losing her thats why I just kept everything as of now and this leads to no improvement. Haiz, dun even know what I'm typing today, but definitely I felt better after typing everything that I wanna say out here..

ZOUK

2005-11-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

Been booking in and out in and out for the past few days cuz of Deepavali and Hari Raya Puasa, did nothing much on Deepavali as was too shag cuz we didnt slp the whole night of monday night due to Section Live Firing and imagine all of us cleaning our arms/rifles in the middle of the night at 2am all the way till 4. After that didnt intend to slp as we booked out at around 6 plus 7 in the morning. Slept thru the whole of tues night...

As for Wed, did some Map Reading and Navigation Practical and Theory test plus one interval training before we booked on at around 7 pm. Came home to have my home-cooked dinner, changed and went straight down to ZOUK to look for Joe, Hanwei, Jiawei etc. Was quite a fun night as ZOUK was fun, the crowd was good, the music was good, the drinks were good but there's way too many ppl, had difficulty even when I needa pee!!

So in the end left ZOUK ard 12 plus and headed down to MS to look ard, got bounced out of Newrooms Bar, Double O's queue was way too long, so check out Cocco Latte and the age limit is 20 and we got bounced out too cuz the bouncer didnt only check the year but also the month and date we were borned! FUCKED UP BOUNCER!!!

Went to Gotham Penthouse and the age limit is 25, OKAY! THATS IT, sick of that so in the end went Newton for our later supper and drinking before proceeding home. Got woke up by Linus this morning at 12, called me up to ask me get ready to go Hzlinah's house for Hari Raya Celebration cum a little small gathering. Now rotting and home to wait for book in tonight at 2230hrs... Be back on Sat!!!

Updates

2005-10-23T15:24:00.000+08:00

Been long since I last update on myself.. Not much stuff happened for the past 2 weeks cuz everything is the same, same stuff that happens in camp, same old training, same old boring me! Anyway completed all the 4 IPPT test and I still can't managed to get Gold, think maybe by the next time will be able to get Gold timing, my timing currently is 10:10 mins for 2.4km, gold is 9:44 loh, dunno how they bloody run for that man!

Anyway will be going Tekong on this coming Tues for a 4 days section field camp and heard that its a very tough one, moreover I'm sick during this weekend, so damn bloody suay! Of all days I must be sick on my precious book out weekend!~~ 33 more book outs to go before commissioning parade!!!

3 Weeks Confinement

2005-10-09T13:34:00.000+08:00

Finally finally finally.. after 3 long weeks of confinement period in Safti MI, OCS, I'm out! The feeling is so good man! U get to see cars, buildings, people, girls, guys, gays, lesbians rather than just green guys with SBO, helmet, fieldpack, jerry can, signal set on! Firstly thought going to OCS is like heaven cuz alot of my friends said that OCS is relac kind BUT they lied to me. I experienced it and its like worst man, there's no admin time, and we had to like study, train phycially, tests, and we slept no more than 6 hours per day for 3 long weeks!

Anyway its already decided that I'm in OCS so just work hard, saw Joe, Shawn and the rest of my BMT buddies last night and these are the people who made me carry on my life in OCS cuz these are the people/reason I'm in OCS to get that chocolate bar. Gotta go down now to buy stuff for my book in later tonight, blogging in again next week. Ciao...

Posting

2005-09-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

Finally after a long wait and a long block leave, the posting is out.. Alot of us kena OCS, I got into it too.. Quite happy also cuz OCS's pay is more, hahaha! Linus got in Sispec which is good for him, at least after this vocation we need not get tekan by others le.. Haha!!

Been going out this few days, the chalet that I went was fucked up.. First time in a chalet we got ppl losing stuff like digi cam, new phones, etc.. Was damn sad and down cuz I was one of the organisers and this kinda thing happen in the event. The worst thing was the happen in the platoon, Ninja 4, WTF!!! I mean if the thieve is in need of money he can just ask from us straight. Cuz the cam and the phones have special meanings behind it, the cam was bought by my friend and his girl, they have memories in it. And one the phones has the only last memory of my friend's ex-gf.. This is so sucky manz!

But whateva, we just cant do anything anymore, that thieve has no consience.. He just sucked to the core.. Will be going down to PS later to meet up with my Ninja guys cuz one today happen to be the bday of one of our beloved sergeant.

POP!!!

2005-09-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm outta BMT phase. Just a blink of the eye and 3 months are gone, its like so super fast!!! Made lotsa good friends, brothers and buddies during my 3 months there and I must admit Ninja has got the best commanders in the whole of BMTC 2 although we suffered for 3 months under the "CARE" of a COMMANDO! Anyway was out at zouk last night with my platoon mates and it was hella fun there. Maybe because its been months since I last club ba.

Yesterday was Serena's Bday too. Happy 21st Birthday Pretty girl / Attitude Gf!! Haha.. Did nothing the whole of today, felt so practically useless. Think most prob going to run and work out tmr morning then follow by maybe KTV session with my platoon mates in the afternoon before going Chinablack for the NUS bash. But I guess it will be an army batch rather than NUS bash cuz the guys there will mostly be BOTAKS!!!

Waiting for Posting is so damn sianz cuz u dunno where ur next unit would be. Heard that OCS only open one wing and its Alpha Wing, the most xiong outta all! Then Sispec would be opening for all the rest but hope I dun get into Delta cuz its practically like commando training too. Next mon, tues and wed will be going for a chalet organise by my platoon, think it'll be real fun cuz I'll be the activity officer. Hahaha! Posting will only be out on 16th Sep which is next fri, so damn bloody long!!!

Sam's BMT relections and memories

2005-09-04T11:19:00.000+08:00

One of the most memorable thing about this batch should be the dates that we were enlisted and passed out from Ninja Coy. The date that we were enlisted was 9th June while the date that we pass out is 6th Sep. I can still vividly remember the day when I was enlisted into BMTC SCH 2 Ninja Coy. The morale of each and everyone was so low that not many of us talk much on that day. But gradually we started to talk and get together as often as possible and maybe thats how my platoon get to bond so closely. Although Platoon 4 went through the most "shit" trainings and "extra work", we still get quite happy because we feels that we are really bonded together as one and we don't mind doing all the work.

The next memorable thing about BMT should be the fieldcamp. It's memorable because none of us has ever had the feeling of not bathing and changing of clothings for 7 days straight. The feeling was not very good but none of us complained as we felt that all of us had to go through this to complete the BMT phase. This was the time when we were tested on our patience, characteristics and how each and everyone of us try to work together to get the best results out of us. And this was also the only time when the commanders can really "tekan" us to get us tough and get us going such as doing all the movement drills, camo on and off, basha on and off, everything on, everything off and many more. I think I will die thru fieldcamp if I was without the help and support from Ninja 4, they are just simply the best. Overall all of us enjoyed fieldcamp alot but not forgetting also the day when we get back to our bunk after the fieldcamp ended, there was only one word to describe our feelings, SHIOK!

Other than that, the following memorable thing about BMT is definitely the Sit Test that we went through. Although its just a short 3 days of outfield but we didn't really enjoyed that because we were split up into different details and we got to bond together with recruits from the other platoons and see how well we can work together in the detail. This really tested us on how we are able to get along with one another but also at the same time to try and lead the others. Besides that, we went through Range and Handgrenade throw during BMT. Range was fun because not many of us tried live firing before and the feeling was great. Another thing to add on was we can be very slack during range which I think many of us like that point. After that came the Handgrenade throw, this made alot of us quite paranoid and scared as it was a Live grenade and many of our hands were already trembling even though we haven't hold the grenade yet. But as this was the only time we can throw a grenade in our army life, we took it seriously and we enjoyed the process of that too.

After completing the handgrenade throw, we were already sort of close to coming to the end of BMT phase. That left us with only the IPPT and SOC test which most of us feared alot as if we failed these 2 critera, its alittle hard for us to get into command schools. SOC test was the one that everybody in the platoon hates. This is so because we had to run so far before reaching the first obstacle which is the Low Wall and it seems so much like a high wall to all of us. The next memorable thing that we had is most probably the 24km road march. Ninja 4 really did very well in this road march as we sang along the whole stretch of 24km and I'm very proud to be one the Ninja 4 guys. Although most of us suffered leg injuries but we still carried out and completed it without any complains. The most memorable thing about this 24km road march should be the smile on our OC's face as I've never seen him smiling so happily during our normal road marches before.

To sum up all these, I would like to say that I'm very proud of my platoon and I'm very happy that I end up in BMTC 2, Ninja Coy because its the best company which produce alot of good and caring commanders to train us hard and made my platoon so bonded together as one. And also not forgetting Ninja Platoon 4, it simply gives me the best memories and most probably the best friends and brothers of my life. I"M GONNA POP ON 6th SEP LOH!!!!

Sit Test

2005-08-14T18:22:00.000+08:00

Couldn't log into my blog last week, didnt know why also but anyway 2 weeks ago I finished my commando style of field camp. It was tough but managed to pull thru, why did I said it was commando style cuz my OC was a commando and he train us exactly the same way as he was trained by tekaning us mentally, not giving us enough rest. NO BATHING FOR & FUCKING LONG DAYS!!!! But nevertheless all of us miss field camp and we enjoyed it alot.

Was quite slack last week, didnt had much training. We just had IMT shooting cuz our Life Range will be tmr and tues. Then following that will be IPPT on wed and Sit Test for thurs, fri and sat which is equals to Book Out Day! Haha... I'm quite afraid of the Sit Test though cuz thats when they decide which vocation u are suitable for after ur BMT. Just hope that I do my best with no regrets. Oh no! Another 3 days of outfield with just powder bath! But what is 3 days compared to 7 days right? Poor Daniel gotta tahan for 12 long fucking days cuz he's a red cap boy! Haha....

Actually the pace and the days of BMT passes quite fast. Was still thinking of the the first day when I was enlisted and I fucking hate that place. Now it has already become my second home and in 3 weeks plus 2 days time I'll be offically POP (Passing Out Parade)!! 20 more days of suffering under the OC (Officer Commanding), PC (Platoon Commander), PS (Platoon Sergeant), SECT COM (Section Commanders) and those sergeants, I'll be outta there! Think should be heading either for OCS (Officer Cadet Sch) or SISPEC (Training to be Sergeant) ba.. Dun think I'll be so suay to be a Man? Haha...

2 More hours to booking in and I haven had my dinner, asked my mum to buy back curry chicken rice and tou huay (soya bean curd) for me. Yum yum, haha!!!! Be back to blog again next week.... Ciao!

BMTC 2, NINJA COY

2005-07-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

Its been real long since I last blog and I mean real real long. If I'm not wrong it should be at least 6 weeks? Cuz I'm in my second home for the past 6 weeks. Army life was quite fun cuz u got a whole bunch of crazy fools being tekan, having fun, digging shit, smoking together as one. Anyway I'm now posted at Tekong serving my BMT in BMTC 2, Ninja Coy and the OC is a Red Beret, damn proud huh? Haha...

But seriously, my platoon mates are fun to be with. Furthermore we got the fittest commanders around to train us up and I kinda like army life but I wont sign on as infantry, relax! This will be my last book out before my next one which will be like 2 weeks later and its damn sianz cuz we'll be going for field-camp next week, which is one of the tekan session for the commanders, and it will be lasting them a whole long week of 7 days!

But I'm gonna take it easy cuz to me I think that nothing is too hard to take it unless u dun try. Anyway later I'll be going to Black with my camp mates, think its gonna be real fun cuz everybody's gonna make themsleves crazy in there and enjoy their final book out.

Bapuks

2005-06-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was fun! Although rotted quite a few days ago but last night was out at Costa Sand for Shirley's 21st birthday. Stayed for bout 4 to 5 hours before Daniel came with his friend YongHao to fetch me up at ard 12midnight.

After that we went over to Changi Village for supper and can u imagine how anxious and nervous the 3 of us were cuz his car doesnt have much petrol left and we werent familiar with Pasir Ris but managed to find one petrol kiosk just when his petrol almost finished! Soon after we were at Changi Village and the Bapuks last night were damn hot and pretty but too bad they spoke to us and we were totally turned off by their voices. Haha!!!

After that didnt had much to do and we did not wanna go home so early. In the end we drove up to Lim Chu Kang Jetty and stayed there for awhile. Can u imagine what the hell 3 guys are doing at Lim Chu Kang Jetty at around 3am in the morning??? That is alittle ridiculous but at least better then sleeping early and rotting away everynight at home. But nevertheless we got home after that and I'm now rotting away again, thinking where to go, who to call, what to do, how much to spend. Haha!

Next Mon night will be at a KTV pub at boat quay with Linus, Seb and Daniel. Tues night will be having dinner with my poly clique and Wed night will be having dinner with my another sec sch clique. Then Thurs will come and I'll be on an off shore island! Haha....

Wanna

2005-05-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

I wanna watch movie, wanna sing KTV, wanna play billiard, wanna go on trip, wanna play mahjong, wanna go clubbing.... but I got no money!!! I'm just like left with 9 days of freedom and after that I'll be enclosed up in Tekong and will only be free on a Saturday night everyweek and I mean only without confinement!

Was kinda busy last week, out at KTV on Wed then went out with Igni and Dan on Thurs for the preparation of Fri which is Dan's birthday! That night was hella crazy night. Imagine drinking almost the whole of a 1 litre Chivas without mixing with any other drinks and plus the 2 bottles of red wine we had before the Chivas! Was overnight at his place and was down at around 4am. But managed to get up and left his place for home sweet home at 6am the next morning.

Then Sat night was out again, went to buy the deck of cards with Igni and Darren to continue practising our tricks. After that met up with Laybai, Shinan, Karen and Serene for dinner which they say wanna eat with us before we get enlisted into the army. Sunday was a rest day for me cum family day. Then yest which was Mon went back to SP with Igni and Daniel then met up with Darren, Darren Lim and Parrot. After which we went town and watched Star Wars. That movie made me fall asleep in the cinema for a cool 15 minutes! Haha...

Today was practically rotting at home doing nothing but slp, play PS2, MSN... 9 days and counting manz!

Broke

2005-05-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

Think I'm gonna be broke real soon! And I mean real BROKE!!! Been spending money like opening the tap recently after my trip back from hongkong. Wasnt outta the house till only last thurs, and once I'm out, I'm like out for afew days consecutively!

Last thurs, was out with my pri sch friends, spent bout 30 bucks that day on billiard and Pasta Mania. Did nothing practically that day except for just billiard and window shopping. Then fri was out with Daniel, Samantha, Sifu aka Ken and Yuqian(Hk trip friends) for a sushi dinner at Cine. After that went for KTV at PartyWorld and Sammie's bf came along. Quite a handsome dude but I think Daniel is better cuz I hate Jiao Bin(Bird face) ppl. Spend bout 30 bucks that day too!

Then on Sat was out with Igni, Darren and Serene first. Played mahjong at Igni's place and I won 10 bucks before going clubbing with Darren and Igni and met up with Karen, Linus, Daphne, Sifu and Kanghao later on. Sat night was fun at Black and gotta know a new friend called Veronica but but but I'm not interested in her. Haha! Spend another bout 30 bucks that day. Today was out at Sentosa to join the freshies and all my poly cliques, think I got a sun burnt again, kinda pain on my back now! And I spent a total of 30 bucks.

In total, I spent bout like 120 bucks in 4 days and I didnt even buy much things. Think I spent that most on food! I'm going crazy if I continue to spend like this. I needa break from spending, how I wish there's still sch for me now.....

Hongkong Trip

2005-05-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Hongkong!! And yes, its damn damn damn fun and nice to be there with all ur friends. Especially the shopping the drinking there! Gonna say out what I did there in short.

First day, reached there at around close to 12pm and we settle our stuff such as travelling to hotel and checking in and by the time we are ready its like 3pm. So we started to go shopping and we split up and ended up at Mongkok. Shop till around 8 plus and we went back to hotel.

Second day we went over to Causeway Bay and ended up shopping for a cool 12 hours if I'm not wrong, the food and shopping there was great and the stuff were like never ending, be it in the streets or shopping centre.

For the third day, we went over to Tsim Sha Tsui, Causeway Bay and Lan Kwai Fong. Tsim Sha Tsui and Causeway Bay I need not elaborate cuz its just shops and shops and shops, food and food and food. But Lan Kwai Fong is different, its like Boat Quay of Singapore with pubs here and there, very cool place to chill and the peeps there are friendly. Furthermore, drinks are quite affordable.

Fourth day, we ended up at Causeway bay again for shopping and after that during the late afternoon, we went up the the peak and took tons of pictures there cuz there's a Madam Tussad Wax Museum there and there's like David Beckham, Beatles, Jimi Hendrix and lotsa more! But dinner was kinda weird that day, went over to Stanley Market and the found out that the market is already closed! So we were like in a dead city and the cab that we took there charged us 100 bucks in Hongkie dollars for the fare, which is like 25 bucks in Sing!! Anyway after dinner we took a bus and went to Central, Lan Kwai Fong to drink again and chill out before ending our day!

Last day, shiok day cuz we didnt slp the night before and we slept only like at 6am all the way till 11am before checking out from the hotel and proceed to have our lunch. After that only shop around our area before the bus came and picked us up at the hotel at 5 plus. Reached back Singapore at 12am!!! Home Sweet Home....

Hongkong

2005-05-11T13:07:00.000+08:00

Finally, in about close to 20 hours time, I'll be in the plane flying to hongkong. The flight is like 8am in the morning and we are supposed to be there by like 6am to check in and stuff. Oh my! Dun think I'm gonna slp for the night and anyway will be going over to Igni's place for the night then we'll set off together the next morning with Daniel so as to ensure that no one oversleeps. Haha!

Well, been doing nothing for the past few days. Was at Sentosa last sat and mon also, went over to sento with Darren, Igni and Daniel on sat and on mon was there with my primary sch friends. So now, I'm red like a lobster, and my back is burning hot, painful!!!

Tired

2005-05-04T17:30:00.000+08:00

Oh man, tired! Slept only bout 5 hours last night cuz was on the phone with Sijia till close to 4am.. But its great la, haha! Anyway woke up early today cuz gotta go NTU for one last time to clear and move the equipments that we used!

And boy, those equipments are weighing tonnes~! Anyway had our lunch first at NTU before the clearing starts all the way till close to 4 and after that all left for home. Just got home only and I received a call from Koonwee asking to meet at 6 for soccer.

So now I am, getting all ready for the soccer later on at near BPCC. Tired Tired Tired~~!

Body Clock

2005-05-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

On friday, was over at Lot 1 KTV with Igni, Daniel and Darren and went home after dinner. Then yesterday was out early in the day, its been so long since I last seen the sun outta my house. Met Daniel around 1 plus at my house bus stop and went over to the SwissHotel for the SAF Air Force seminar.

The seminar was a good one I would say cuz it broadens what I needa know before I really apply for a place. Anyway it ended around 4 and met up with Darren at Orchard for a game of billiard. After that went to Black with Igni, Karen, Elyn, Linda and their friends. Won't say its a bad night but I didnt really enjoy much, probably too tired ba.

Reached home ard 4am this morning and i slept till close to 6pm before waking up for my dinner. Having soccer tmr morning at 9.30am, don't even know I can sleep or not tonight, gotta turn my body clock back to normal...

Boring~~!

2005-04-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

Its so god damn boring to be slacking away at home! I can't understand how my mum managed to stay home for 3 long cool years as a housewife. Let me explain why its so god damn boring to be at home everyday.

For just this week, Monday went over to Toa Payoh with Igni and Daniel first to book Igni's air-ticket before meeting Samantha at Lucky Plaza later in the day to book our tickets. Will be going Hongkong from May 12-16. Tuesday went down to Toa Payoh again with Daniel to collect Igni's ticket and thats all for that day! Then for Wednesday, still quite alright. Was down at Bukit Timah for billiard session with Darren and just nice saw Xr and gang there so after billiard went over to Jq's house for mahjong.

And as for today, woke up only at 2pm and slacked the whole day away. Its really boring! For tmr, thought of going sento but also thought of KTV but money woes! Maybe having a gf will be better, hahaha! At least got another person to help u think where to go and what to do for the hols...

Club

2005-04-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

Just woke up not long ago, slept for only 8 hours which is of course not enough for me!~ Well, was out yesterday in the noon for mahjong session at Tay's house and eventually lost a cool 14 bucks which to me now is like having gold cuz I'm like damn damn damn broke.

But after that, met up with Igni, and Darren for clubbing at ChinaBlack. Saw YongHsin and friends there and as a typical singaporean, we joint them in the queue and eventually we went in earlier. Saw a couple of friends there that night, Sijia(a new friend), Rongju aka Vivi(my pri sch friend), Huirong and gang(poly friends) and Darren also said he saw Celesta but I didnt. Anyway after that Linus and gf came and we began partying, drinking and dancing away.

The night was fun and we left around 4, reached home sweet home only at close to 5. My legs were so wobbly the moment I lied on my bed, its too "suan" till I cant sleep! But nevertheless I'm going jogging again later in the evening. Its time to train if not it will be hell from June 9th onwards!

Primary Sch Gathering

2005-04-19T14:51:00.000+08:00

Was out yesterday to meet up with my primary sch classmates. And yes, its finally a meet up after kinda like lost contact with al of them since 7 yrs ago. But luckily thanks to friendster which made us all contactable, haha! Anyway met them up at Coffee Bean at Westmall at 2. Went there with Weihong and saw Steph, Anna, TianChong, YinShan and Johan there. Not long later, the rest came which is Peifen, Lijia, Shanni, and Samantha.

After that we went over to Marina for Steamboat and it lasted for a cool 4 hours there I think. Had a great meal plus some catching up and taking photos and stuff before we left for pool and billiard at Bukit Timah. Well, left that place for a drink at Al-Ameen after that before heading home. Sent Lijia home first cuz she's already in dreamland before I went home. Haha!

Too bad I'm a comp idiot and I stll cant figure out how to insert pics in, basically I'm lazy to figure out la. But if ya wanna see the pics, just tag me and I'll send u, YES U! Going off to play my PS 2 le before meeting up with some of them again at night for jogging.

Ladies Night

2005-04-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun manz~! Went over to Lot 1 KTV with Dan and Meng first at around 1 and we sang till 6 before going over to Mrs Lim's place for bbq. Why does it have to rain last night? Fcuk it, but luckily was just drizzling so we carried on with the bbq.

Was fun and sad, fun cuz its bbq with the idiotic bunch of classmates that I have and sad cuz its like maybe the last gathering for the class. Anyway was drinking away when they suddenly thought of swimming, manz! Think bout it, swimming right after beer session, its like shit! But what to do? Dont spoil the fun ma, so went into the waters too.

The whole bbq ended around close to 11. After that Daniel sent me over to Karen's place and we went over to Chinablack. But it was damn damn damn pack, the queue just wouldnt move. In the end, last resort is that Darren, Igni and Me go over to zouk while Karen and Linda party at Black. But zouk is definitely more fun then Black on wednesday and all I can say is that the girls are more friendly than those in Black,(no offense if u're a Black frequent) Haha!

And ya, I receive my enlistment letter right after my last paper. The army is so efficient... Thats all I can say! June 9th, here I come...

Its over

2005-04-12T14:38:00.000+08:00

Like what Daniel said in my tag, its finally over! 3 years of poly life including those pressurizing and stressful tests and exams that we went through. Yesterday was the last paper, Steel Design and I think should be able to pass ba even though the night before the paper I was playing mahjong away.

After the paper went over to Halal Chicken Chop for dinner and obviously with Linus around, sure ended up drinking at the kopitiam like some ah pek. Just drank alittle and chill around before heading home for my beloved winning eleven. The prob is I completed it alot of times already and its getting real boring.

Now gotta plan for my hongkong trip le, gotta book the tix asap but I'm just afraid of the NS enlistment letter. What if the trip clash with it, then I gotta fcuk it manz!

Xmosphere

2005-04-09T13:22:00.000+08:00

Been revising quite hard lately for my papers, Watertech and P&Q and I think these 2 are still quite alright. Till now just left Steel Design which is on Monday, 11/4 and I'll be flying after that. Didnt really go out recently, but last night went for to Xmosphere at boat quay with Igni, Darren and Daniel. Its a KTV pub.

Was quite happy last night cuz its the first time I drank so much but never got drunk. Haha! Really enjoyed and kinda relieve all the stress for that period of time. Nothing much to type also, always typing the same thing. But for now, gotta go cook my 2 packets of maggi mee with 2 eggs, lucheon meat and sausages for my lunch! Hee....

Tests

2005-04-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

Just got back home not long ago... Went over to Tay's place fo mahjong session today with Daniel, Tay, Me, Darren and Igni. Played for afew rounds, didnt lost much though but I spent almost all my 50 bucks today. After that went over to Marina for steamboat before going for Battlefield at Park Lane. Thats how I spent all my money...

And well for te past week, been doing nothing much except for revising and slacking. Think I'm quite happy for my survey paper which turns out unexpectedly that the questions are rather simple. But for CPM, think I'm dead meat cuz I did wrongly for the easiest question. Stupid idiotic dumb me who didnt read properly and check properly.

Anyway its over, what the hell can I do??? As for the paper on Thurs, was quite alright too, Safety, common sense la. Now gotta buck up for exams manz! Tests and play period are over, gotta chiong for the Watertech paper on this coming Tues. Then right after that on Thurs is P&Q and the last paper will be next next Mon on 11/4 on Steel Design.

Hope and pray well that everything goes well and this will be my last sem. Damn Damn Damn afraid loh....But but but, as for now, gotta go play my PS2 first.. Haha!!!

Snooker

2005-03-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

Reached home quite late last night, not due to drinking, not due to clubbing but due to snooker session. Actually was quite bored yesterday so proposed the idea of mahjong but in the end its still that BAPUK TAY who rejects the idea. Stupid Idiot! He was the one who proposed the idea earlier during the weekdays but who knows he told me he wanna revise for his test yest.

In the end decided to go KTV with Igni and Darren whereby we sang till around 6 and it cost each person 20 bucks! WTH!!! After that went over to Bukit Timah and meet up with Andy before Hoe coming over to meet us at 9 plus. Played number ball whole night seh from around 8 plus till 1 plus. Overall not much winning also, but not bad, only paid for table money.

As for today, tmr and mon. Gonna stay at home and study survey. The only test that I'm so afraid of!!! It just SUCKS manz! Sucks big time!!!

Last Day

2005-03-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

Gonna be the last day of sch life in poly tmr, provided I does not repeat any module. Its like so fast for poly life and I hope the same goes for my coming army days. Anyway its the last day for Serena today, saw her and we took quite a number of pics. Remember to send me arh girl!

Been pondering and wondering and thinking through just now, that in everybody's life, there will always be 3 main companions. First companion will be LOSS cuz every person will get a taste of losing things, losing games, losing competitions, even losing the person they like or love the most.

Second companion will be REGRET, after losing something important, the person will regret alot and hope that it will not happen to him again. Lastly, the third companion is CHERISH. Once the person lose something important and after regretting it, he/ she will start to cherish every little single thing in front of him/ her as he/ she wouldn't know when will the thing or person be gone.

But as for me, frankly speaking these 3 companions have always been with me but its alright. I just hope that after the departure of these 3 companions, I'll be receiving another 3 which will be FOUND, LOVE and HAPPINESS... Wow, I sounds so erm... naggy and "da dao li" today. Hahaha...

Happy Bday XR

2005-03-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

Its again time to blog. Nothing really happened much this week. And guess what? Today's a Sat and I'm home like before 10? Hahaha... On wed, went over to NP and helped Levonne complete filming her show as a project. Then the other weekdays were like just sch days to me.

Today went over to sch at around 2 plus for a soccer match against CSCC, was the nter-club thingy and I think that I played like fuck man! Really played like shit. After that went over to Clementi for dinner and Igni came down to eat with us before going over to Boat Quay, a pub la, to meet his army buddies.

Karen called me just now and asked me to go Black with her and Linda but I rejected cuz was damn broke. I'm like so in need of Vitamin M now manz! In case u dunno, Vitamin M stands for money. After dinner was home for me. Was checking my mails just now and saw her pics in some of the mails, I just didnt realised that I was actually missing her all the time.

But I cant afford to tell her now cuz she seems to be attached now, and I hate her partner. I just miss her alot... Hope that she's doing fine for everything that she does and thats good enough. Oh ya, before I forget and log off, wanna wish my another sis, XR Happy 20th Birthday! Its her bday today.

Happy Birthday Karen!!!

2005-03-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging, was damn crazy the whole of yesterday! Ard 2 plus in the noon, was already out at Lot 1 KTV with Daniel and Igni. KTV session again, sounds like holding a concert seh, in the end all ended up with coarse voice. Anyway we sang till around 7 before going over to Far East and had our Long John dinner.

My throat now is burning like mad, pain like dog and sounds like shit! After dinner went over to meet up with Karen, Linda and Darren before entering Black at around 9 plus. Had a coupl of drinks plus shots before cutting the cake for Karen at 12. Have to thanks Linda's friend Zach for doing so much for Karen's birthday. By then Elyn(Caiyun, my sec sch friend) and Valerie arrived and not long there's a fucking police raid!

Thought its just a normal raid but the police asked all of us down for a headcount. Imagine hundreds and hundreds of people queueing outside Black at 1 plus in the morning, this is ridiculas! But anyway was in again at around an hour later, was damn sorry to Calvin (Karen's boyfriend) cuz I promised him not to let Karen be drunk but she out! Stayed at Black all the way till close to 5 before going.

I admit by then I'm already half gone but I'm not drunk yet ok! I still can walk and talk and know my way home. Offered to send Linda home but she doesnt want. Fine anyway also!!! Last but not least, Happy Birthday to my Bestest Sis Karen Chen!!!

Liver spoilt

2005-03-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Blogging time... Anyway I'm super broke this week and maybe for next week too cuz its Karen's bday this coming sunday and Xr's bday the next sat. Both are my super good sis so its ok to spend for them but everything seems to be so ex nowadays.

Anyway was at KTV in Clementi just now with Meng and Dan. Was singing away happily until I saw the MTV of a song by Guang Liang titled "Tong Hua". That MTV was damn sad and at that point of time I felt tired of my life. Tired as in not physically or emotionally but tired as in my kinda lifestyle. I'm not suitable for a flirting and playing lifestyle, guess I'm more adaptable to simple lifestyle.

But whatever, I'm going Black again tmr night cuz Karen's bday celebration will be held there and guess I have only the choice of going. This way I'll be at Black for 3 consecutive saturdays manz! Imagine the money spent there, Oh my god! I dun even wanna think bout that! Scoring a hat trick by going clubbing, haha! I'm turning into a clubbing freak, but at least I still know how to reject ppl. My bro just ask me to go Devils with him just now which means going tonight! Gonna change a new liver soon.... Be back to blog again on Sunday!

ADD

2005-03-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

Was hella lotsa fun last night during the annual dinner and dance. In the afternoon, Daniel already came to my place ard 1 plus and helped me with my dressing. After that went over to his place to help him with his dressing then in the end left his house ard 5 and went to fetch Kak, Jordan and Rashimah.

Reached the hotel, Grand Corpthorne at around 6 plus and proceeded with the cocktail thingy. Was fun throughout the whole dinner with pics and photos and taken here and there. Whole dinner ended around close to 11 and hang around outside the ballroom for photo taking session. Guess we spent quite a long while there and thereafter went over to Black for party time...

Drank quite alot I guess, first time drank till I cant walk straight but I still know what I'm doing la k? But had a very great time last night cuz we had a big group of friends around partying with us and not forgetting Karen and Linda who were at Black too last night. Just because huggings here and there with Karen and Linda and my poly cliques thought I heavy colour light friend!!! Anyway left there around 2 cuz the music was not that good and Daniel gotta rush back and I'm like already a goner.

In the end reached home close to 4 cuz Daniel sent alot of peeps home, really pai sae leh bro, thanks alot! Reached home and was shocked to see my house lights still on. My mum still playing mahjong seh, imagine when I left my house yesterday around 1 plus in the noon, she's already on the table... They can really play damn long for mahjong.

Pool Competition

2005-02-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

Was out the whole of yesterday from ard 7 plus in the morning till 3 am at night. So god-damn tired manz! Went to Tanah Merah at first in the morning for the NEWater site visit and it ended around 10.30am before Keryn fetched us to West Coast for the pool competition.

Dun say bout that anymore cuz was damn disappointed in myself. Only managed to get a 3rd placing for the doubles. Was much worst than last year and think I played like a total idiot in pool yesterday. There were alot more new comers this year and they are all quite good. But anyway after that wrapped up and its already close to 6 in the evening so went over to town to meet up with Igni, Linda, Karen plus me and Darren.

Went to Black after that and saw quite afew familiar faces. Of cuz Seb was working there, plus saw Cherrie with her guy, Lynn's friend, one of the pool competitors in the afternoon which is Eugene and last but not least my cousin was there also. But everything wasted, almost got to know one girl. But nevermind, friends are more impt and furthermore he's my bro. Gotta take care of him first (cuz he's drunk) before girls comes in. In all, it was a fun night but for now, gotta go rush my P&Q report first... Ciao!

The Forgotten

2005-02-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

I just found out something that pose as a miracle to me. I did not eat a single thing the whole of yesterday except for sweets from Mr Daniel and water plus some nuts from the ktv. Was quite fine yesterday but after the ktv session, my fever came, headache came, stomachache came, plus the journey home was long cuz orchard having the chingay rehearsal then 190 gotta change route and thus spent bout 45 minutes on the bus.

And I spent the whole of today at home, was so damned bored and the time passes so slowly. Was suppose to go for the interclub tournament between DE and CLS but really was too sick to go for that. But anyway DE won 5-0, haha.. That proves that I'm useless cuz without me they also can win by such a big margin. Did nothing much today, my mum rented a DVD and a VCD for me, "The Forgotten" and the VCD is about William Hung one I think, The Mummy's Boy if I' not wrong.

The Forgotten was quite nice, its mainly about the mother's love for a child that no matter what happens to her, she wont forget that she had a son named Sam. Hahaha! Its a nice show... I feel like playing mahjong now!!!

Sick

2005-02-18T09:57:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling sick sick sick and sick... Dunno what happened recently also, must be due to the constant eating and drinking like a rubbish chute that makes me so sick. Was feeling terrible last night and my stomach hurts like hell.

The feeling is like stomach cramps loh, start to feel that women have to endure these cramps every month and I think they are great manz! Die le la, I'm having MY PERIOD!! How??? Besides that, had a terrible migraine last night and I think I had fever last night also. Triple hit combo, like playing some sort of sickness game sehz!

But anyway luckily the paper I'm having today is CSW, about language and communication la, so dont even bother to go read bout it. But the prob is I'm going KTV with my poly buddies after the test, dunno whether I can make it or not. And that stupid Igni jio me go clubbing tonight. Worst still I feel like going seh cuz its been at least a month plus since I last went.

Haiz, gotta think bout it le la... But for now I hope "MY PERIOD" will go off first la... Damn sickening sehz!

Valentine's Day

2005-02-15T09:40:00.000+08:00

My whole Waste Water paper was wasted yesterday! The most I can get will just be a pass I guess. Anyway yesterday was Vday and it doesnt bother me much also as its just an extra day for me. Just that every friend I saw asked me whether I was going out or not? And they wont believe me when I told them, "I'm going home straight after my test!"

But I did spent a great Valentine's Day yesterday. And its with my Steel Design notes!!! The notes for the paper that I'll be sitting for later in the afternoon. Term test week just sux to the core man, I'm gonna die like fxxk this week because of all the papers. The worst is that there is survey paper and its tmr and I dunno what the hell we learn survey for??

Just wait for my doom day ba, my results will all be like fuxk!!

Term Test sux!!!

2005-02-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

Die le la, tmr start term test and I haven even touch much of tmr's paper yet. Lucky its only 3 chapters and it starts only at 3pm. Think I played around too much for the past few days, keep on gambling and gambling and gambling. Anyway just recap on where I went for the last few days first.

Was at Bapuk Tay and Serene's house on friday and back home only around 2 plus, then for yesterday was at Darren and Igni's place. Lost all my winnings yesterday, was super down on luck manz! Played poker lose poker, play mahjong lose mahjong. My tiles for mahjong was like what Andy Lau took when he was dumped by Gigi Leung during the somewhat mahjonh show. Haiz... Even Jiawei also dun wanna see my tiles.

I'm still in new yr mood leh, then tmr sure die la!!! For the whole week of term test its sure de for me le loh. Sianz! Tmr's valentine's day le, gonna maintain my record and spend valentine's day alone again. Hahaha! Just wish all the couples a happy valentine's day ba!!! Ciao....

Chinese New Year

2005-02-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

So fast and its chinese new year again. Yesterday was chu 1 cum my younger bro's 13th birthday so went over to all my relatives' houses and collect what we ought to collect. Hahaha! Its really like one year see them once manz! Anyway as usual, the aunties and uncles will go like "Wa... grown so big already. So handsome(like real loh), then got gf not?".... Hahaha!

And the aunties can change real fast. If u tell them u got a gf, they will go like "Why u never bring her here???" But if u tell them then u dun have one, they goes "Good good, finish your studies first then find..." Hahaha! But anyway, after collecting what we ought to collect, the gambling den starts. Nowadays children really knows how to gamble manz! They even teach me this ah pek how to count the money. Kaoz!~

As usual, played till around 8 plus and went for our movie. Imagine 30 plus of us going into the cinema making so much noise! Hahaha, watched "Constantine" and was quite a blur show to me la but the effects were not bad. But I dun think its worth 8.50 bucks. So after the show, went home already and had red wine!~~ Gonna be a drunkard soon.... Going over to Yishun later, my relative's place and after that meeting my bros and sis at CCK. Going over to Jq's house! Ciao~~!

Boredom

2005-02-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

Bored Bored Boredom is the only feeling I have now! Thought that was supposed to go clubbing tonight but none of my friends could confirm with me so in the end rot at home the whole day. Anyway found out that flirting is not my forte. Haha, I cant live the life of a flirt because I tends to get emotional and will tangle with feelings.

Dunno what I should do tmr also. I wanna play mahjong, billiard, sing KTV, go clubbing. I wanna do alot of things, hopefully tmr will be able to get the "ka"s for mahjong then hahahaha!!! For the time being, I'll be going to watch The Simple Life on channel 5 first starring Paris Hilton, Hahaha! Its a guy's show manz!

Igni's Birthday!!!

2005-02-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

Was down at CDANs at Bukit Batok for a chalet on Sat 29/1 and Sun 30/1 for my bro, Igni's birthday. Was quite fun cuz its been a long time since we sec sch bro and sis had a chalet. Anyway as usual, drinking, mahjong and soccer plus PS2 at the chalet. Could u imagine that we actually drank and play soccer in the early morning like 4am?? Thats crazy manz!

Then slept the whole day for Sun before preparing for my Final Yr Project Presentation on Mon. Though we never win and got into the competition but thats good too cuz its less stressful, furthermore my lecturer already said its a good presentation. 42 slides in 15 mins manz! Presenting like machine gun.

After that went for survey lesson but it ended early so met up with Linda at town for shopping. Wore formal and went shopping, was so uncomfortable in the leather shoes loh. As for today, lesson ended early too. So went to Kbox at Clementi with Seb, Linus and Dan. Crazy day is all that I can describe bout the KTV. Basically its not singing la, its whacking, abusing, SM, and alot alot more... Hahaha!!!! But we enjoyed ourselves...

Pizza

2005-01-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

Let me recap on what I did the past few days. Was out last thurs with Linda and Karen to town for shopping spree and as usual ended up spending on nothing but food. Haha! On fri, went over to teck whye early in the morning 9 plus for soccer and did practically nothing much after that except for having our lunch at Bukit Panjang Plaza. The place changed so much seh, dun even know whether am I at the correct place or not. Didnt go anywhere else after that so headed home for rest.

As for Sat, spent the whole afternoon at home and thought I'm gonna spend the night home alone too but Tay called me just before 6 for mahjong session at his place. We played mahjong till around 3 in the morning before heading home. Had pizzas for lunch and dinner that day seh, fattening!!! On Sun, was out at town meeting Linda first before meeting Darren, Tay, Jw for shopping session. Bought a Tee for 18.90 nia! Haha... After that went for dinner with Jq, Xr and Hl joining us before heading over to IOI plaza for pool session and then headed home at ard 11pm. Guess the bus driver was a formula 1 racer before being a bus driver seh. Haha! It took him just ard 15 mins to sent us home from PS. WA!!!

Been hanging out recently with a girl named Linda. She's Karen's friend and we are super close but I feel that its not just that simple. Anyway I'm still thinking of that particular "her". And I'm single too, been played ard by girls so many time. Its high time I turn to be a flirt eh? Hahaha... No harm playing ard when I'm single right? Just dun burn my hand can already. And she's the one who finds me what. Play hard to get loh, I'm not that stupid anymore! Hahaha!

Life in Sch

2005-01-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

Shag! Yesterday was in sch the whole day from 9-5 and that bloody survey took up so much of our practical time but nothing was there when we downloaded the drawing into the comp, sucks manz! But too fed up so think heck care bout it first la. We still went over to NTU after sch at 5 seh, never been so hardworking before. After that came home and had my dinner before browsing thru the watertech notes as there's a test today.

Its not like me! Too hardworking already! Anyway today was in sch for another 9-5 again. Its getting damn bloody sick already. Had DE soccer training today for the inter-club, dun even know whether was it training cuz I didnt even run much. Was practically playing the role of a lazy striker seh. Haiz! Hmmm.. Saw her for yest and today, still the same. Actually deep inside I'm wanting so much to see her but when I saw her, I just act like big shot like that, dun even care much bout her. Why is pride so important to guys?

Enough of that, as for tmr, its another 10-5 session! And I'm gonna go over to NTU again afer 5. So shag and tired, getting sick again soon....

Mayday

2005-01-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

Oh my god! MayDay(Wu Yue Tian) was holding a mini concert at around my place here today and I didnt know bout it seh. Was in Igni's car when he sent me home then I saw the concert at the field afew blocks behind my block. Aiyo... Stayed at the concert for awhile like those little meimei like that and listen to their songs, nice seh, live jamming!

Anyway went over to town with Igni today, only the both of us cuz that Bapuk Tay went Sento and Darren went to do his FYP. As per normal, wanted to buy new yr clothings but still didnt buy a single thing. Guess that we are getting on age, clothing doesnt matter to us anymore. Maybe mahjong, clubbing, drinking then matter to us. Saw Daphne and her bf and Jeraldine and her bf at town also.

And yup, I did a bapuk thing recently. Went to buff my finger nails, buff it myself of cuz! Not those manicure or pedicure shops OK! Maybe should buff more next time, so shiny and nice seh! Hahahaha......

Sick of my boring life

2005-01-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to get sick and tired of my life. I mean its really damn boring, other than sch and NTU for weekdays, it is just home for me. Didnt really go out after sch days like what I used to do last time. Today's a friday and normally at this time I won't be home yet, will be having dinner outside and lepak with friends but for the past few fridays, didnt really had my dinner outside, its just home!

Its been ages since I last watch movie, if I'm not wrong its like 2 months or 3 months! I wanna go KTV!!!! Haiz, anyway dunno what I'm trying to say here also, just woke up from nap la u see. So now its like still kinda in the blur blur mode. Erwin just msg me in MSN asking me to go Black now. Not bad huh, just complain never go out only then straight away got reply. Hahaha!

But cannot la, if go Black now then tmr no need shop with my bros for new yr clothing liao loh! Cannot Cannot! Must Tahan! Anyway I saw her in sch today, miracle seh, after seeing her and I manage to pass my Steel Cadd test as in I know how to do when I never even tried once before doing the test. Hahaha!

Carlsberg

2005-01-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

Just got back home awhile ago from school. Something interesting happened today so decided to blog it in. Was at school this morning from 9 onwards and had Steel Cadd lesson all the way till around 12 before we had our break and the next lesson, CSW starts at 3pm at T21 there. Was alittle dumbfounded at first cuz its a 3 hr long break and we had no idea what the fcuk we can do.

But after awhile decided to go CCK and fetch that Daniel Chan before going over to have our lunch at the Prata shop behind NUS, the famous Cheese Prata shop. After that we did something crazy by going over to 7-11 and we bought a 6-can packed Carlsberg. Imagine drinking Carlsberg at around 1 plus in the afternoon under the hot sun seh. Haha... Went over to West Coast and sat around the shady area before playing DaiDee. Really had nothing betta to do manz!

Drank 2 full can of the beer and we head back to school for lesson. First time in my life, I had beer before a lesson. I am not drunk la, but the 3 idiots, Linus, Daniel and Keryn thought I was drunk and insisted on sending me home. Haha.. Since they insisted so be it. Sent me all the way to my LRT station seh, hahaha.... But I will never try drinking beer before lesson manz! It feels terrible with all the gas in ur stomach and u have no choice but to sit down and listen to class. Kaoz!

Saw her afew times recently in school but guess thats all. Nothing gonna add much to the life of ours. Anyway heard from Erwin they all the soccer trial held for DE yesterday was not bad, there's quite afew good players. Guess I'm outta the team this yr cuz they feel that Greg and the other striker is betta. Although I feel very much like playing but the choice is theirs, I have no say. The most play pool loh, MUST WIN! Both doubles and singles.

Shutter

2005-01-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

Went to town yesterday with Igni, Jw and Darren. Its been quite long since we last touch billiard together, think its high time to train more le if not we really sucks at billiard. Hahaha! Anyway after the billiard session, we 4 guys went to shop around for clothings as New Yr's coming. Didnt buy anything but spotted quite afew nice clothings. Maybe will be back at town next week for the "real shopping".

After that at around 10pm, went over to Park Lane for Battlefield. Was wondering whether to go clubbing or elsewhere but end up playing lan games cuz dunno why also. But played for only an hour plus and something cropped up. Something happened to my bro but its ok. Hope everything's fine for him now.

Anyway I stayed home the whole day today. Didnt do much also, just finished watching "Shutter" at home alone just now. Haha, quite alittle scary. Guess I wont like to take photos for quite some time le ba... And yup, heard from Darren the inter-club soccer thingy coming soon, around 17 jan if I'm not wrong. Just hope that we will be able to win this time, its already the last year.

Jessa Zaragoza

2005-01-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

First Love
Once in a while you are on my mind
I think about the days that we had and i
Dream if this would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time
Love lingers on in my heart
Just like your memories
How i want here to be with you once more

You are always gonna be the one
And you should know
How i wish i could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh don't say no

You are always gonna be the one in my life
So true and i believe that i can never find
Somebody like you my first love

Once in a while you are in my dreams
I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And i pray that one day you'd come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time
Love lingers on in my heart
Just like your memories
How i long here to be with you once more

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How i wish i could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no

Now and forever you are still the one in my heart
So true i believe i can never find
Somebody like you my first love

You are always gonna be the one
And you should know
How i wish i could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh don't say no

You are always gonna be the one
So true and i believe that i can never find
Now and forever love

Happy New Year!!!

2005-01-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!! Had great fun last night over at my bro, Darren's house (New house ok!!) Hahaha... Had dinner ther prepared by his mum, Spagetti, wow and its fabulous. Had just a little of wine though, was having the urge to drink but controlled it and in the end just drank soft drinks.

Played mahjong the whole of last night and kept on losing, dunno why also but its ok cuz its a great night! Stayed all the way there till this morning 6 plus before leaving and took the bus home. Slept till only 4 plus then woke up seh, already spent half of the first day of 2005 sleeping already, wasted!!! But anyway, calling Igni now, lets see where we can go. Feel like going to town for shopping cuz I wanna buy jeans, clothes, a blazer for my D&D and alot more. Mostly from Topshop, gonna cost me a bomb man!!! Happy New 2005 Year to all.... ;)

CMPB

2004-12-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging. Was at CMPB yesterday the whole day for the army medical check up. Kaoz, got Pes A, gotta be chiong mountain recruit le!!! Well yesterday after the check up, went over to town for dinner and walked around, wanted to shop for clothings, was prepared to spend money but in the end didnt even bought a single thing...

Was at school today from 8-5, so damn shag! Anyway while I was in sch, was hoping to bump into "her". Didnt get a chance though I already know where her class will be and what time is it, but guess she got in earlier then I expected so didnt really see her. Guess this should be what we call fate ba, Me and "her" doesnt seem to have that. We seem so close but yet in fact we are so far.

Been hearing alot of New Yr Resolutions recently and guess I should set some for myself. I just basically wish to be more confident and I wanna learn how to sweet talk. I just sux at sweet talking! I dunno why, maybe because I'm a scorpio and they says that scorpios dun know how to lie. If u ask a scorpio whether ur fat, he/she will definitely answer u the truth cuz he/she wanna u to know ur own self and try to be on diet.

Think I've changed alot too, it wont be serious if ur friends starts to say u haved changed. But when u noticed that u urself haved already changed from the past, that is a damn serious case!!! Other that the 2 resolutions that I just made, I hope I will change back to my past too. But before that let me win the big sweep next week can??? Hahaha.... And ya, Serena, if ya reading this now, dun think that u'r alone, u still got ur friends including me, I'm in depression mood too! Having Menopause, hahaha... Cheer up dudette!!!

Boxing Day

2004-12-26T15:50:00.000+08:00

Headache, hangover, feeling like shit is what I can best described about me today. Was at Sall's place last night together with Linus, Daniel, Jordan, Ah Hong and Sall's friends. Played card games with them and ended up drinking and drinking and drinking. Drank Screwdriver, burbon coke (I dunno how to spell), stout, and alot alot la. But in my memory its like I drank only alittle but I dunno why I got drunk too.

But luckily there's Daniel there to help me and Linus cuz I'm like crazy already when I'm drunk, talking nonsense, walking here and there. WTF! So god damn embarressed! Left that place around 3 in the morning after vommiting and shared a cab home with Daniel. By then I'm already more or less sober alittle. Think I msg or called "her" last night and spout nonsense to her. Die die die!!! Cuz this morning received a msg from her asking if I'm drunk last night. The prob is I didnt even tell her where I go how the hell would she know I'm drunk??

Anyway still feeling alittle hangover now with alittle migraine. Just finished half of my FYP report part, dunno what I'm gonna do for the rest of the day too. Just rented "The Terminal" from a vcd shop near my area, think I'm gonna watch it later if nobody dates me out. Haha!!! Happy Boxing Day everyone!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

2004-12-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

Wo.. Yesterday was at sch for half of the day, its the first time in my life that during christmas period that I gotta go sch. So god damn boring! Anyway after sch came straight home and rest, took a nap that lasted for 4 long hrs, hahaha! At around 6, went for dinner with my family at Thai Express at PS, the food was not that bad but there's room for improvement.

Shortly after dinner I left my family cuz gotta rush over to Bapuk Tay's house for Steamboat dinner again, the same old bro and sis gang. Bought a bottle of kinda champagne or wine over there and celebrated christmas there, had seafood, meat, vege, alot. After that had choc, log cake, wine... Wow! Gonna turn fat soon, played mahjong also and Cluedo, hahaha! These 2 games is enough to last us the whole night, left there at around 7 plus in the morning.

Was already damn shag and tired the moment I reached home. My dad was already up when I got home, haha... Slept all the way till 2 and was awoken by my younger bro, walao!!! Till now, was home the whole day. Will be going out later to Sall's house, they called Daniel, Linus, Jordan, Keryn and me over to celebrate christmas with them. Shag! Damn hungry now, gotta go buy Mac dinner le.. Ciao!! Merry Christmas!!!

Christmas Eve...

2004-12-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve is just tmr and I still haven have a plan on what to do that coming night. Lets just talk bout what I did for the past few days, yesterday was at town after class with Daniel, Seb and Linus. Was supposed to go shop around for Christmas Eve but ended up Linus leaving the 3 of us for a girl and the 3 of us ended up at the Kbox at Cine singing all those sad sad lonely songs meant for guys only. Spent quite alot yest, think around 100 bucks. 50 bucks on transport concession, 16 bucks on KTV, 15 bucks on a present for a "friend", another 4 bucks on pool and guess the rest is on eating. Ya, Ate a total of 15 bucks yest, dunno what junk food I ate too.

As for today, woke up at 7.30am and found out that class was cancel just because the lecturer is sick. So went to sch only for an hour lesson but I didnt attend the lesson due to a majority of my classmates skipping it also. Haha... Reached sch and gave the present to my "friend" and met up with my FYP members, cant believe we 3 guys sitting at Mac for a cool long hour watching the jamming performance by MLS club I think. But the whole thing was great be it the guitarist, bassist, vocalist or dummer. After that we proceed to NTU for our FYP, do all the testings and it ended at 5 plus. Am feeling so damn bloody tired now!!!

As for tmr, my current plan now is go to sch from 8-11am and collect present from my"friend". Haha.. Then after that will see what I can do before having dinner with my family plus my bro's gf at night. Bapuk ask me to go over his house for steamboat with Hl, Jq, Xr, Jw and Igni. Dunno wanna go or not, feel like going drinking but my liver's gonna rot soon so betta not. Haiz, tmr's plan subject to changes ba!!!

Town

2004-12-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

Was out to town for both days during this weekend. Went town with Igni and Tay on Sat to walk walk around cuz Tay was looking for a present to buy for his gf as X'mas gift. Wanted to catch Ocean's 12 with them yesterday but the tix were more or less sold out. So we went shopping and also back to the same routine, billiard sessions again. Reached home quite early and my mum was like, "Wow!~ No place to go le arh? So early come home..." Haha, the moment I reached home, Karen called me and asked me where am I. Ended up kena scolding by her cuz she wanted me to go Black with her. Haiz, really broke la sis, sorry!

Anyway today was out to town again with Bapuk Tay only cuz he decided what to buy for HL le. He bought a Fossil watch for her costing 135 but after discount becomes 121.50. This guy is rich manz! Brother so many yrs already he didnt even bought me a present on his own before. This is the power of love... Was on my way back home when I met Samantha so we ended up taking the same train and I sent her home. Talk alot cuz its been a long time since we last met, if I'm not wrong its like half a yr or a yr? Anyway I'm now back home, quite boring now actually, nvm, later there's "Young and Dangerous 3" showing on channel U....

"La la la"

2004-12-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

Feeling damn shag and bloody tired now! Was out last night at RAV again at boat quay for Karen's pageant thingy and she got into the next round which will be next week, THE FINALS! After that thingy finish, we went for supper with Igni, Serene, Darren and Karen's bf at Lao Pa Sat before heading home. Reached home at 2 plus seh, kena nagged by mum again as usual cuz sch start le ma...

Anyway having lessons today at 9.30 and my dad fetched me there so woke up around 8 in the morning. Not too bad la, at least around 5 hours of sleep but I'm still feeling damn tired! Sch ended at 1pm and we went to play soccer. Its been such a long time since I last played soccer but the rain spoilt everything. No choice but to end the game early, I'm still physically not tired yet loh!

Haiz, after 4 days of sch I think it just sucks! Cuz basically I just went to sch, put a tick beside my attendance and then head home. I mean I dun even care what the lecturer is talking bout. Die le la Samuel Ong! Its the last semester le so just study la! Saw her at sch only once, Haiz! Study la! More impt!!!! Go have my afternoon nap le, damn shag! Ciao....

Start of new Semester!

2004-12-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

Had a migraine when I woke up this morning! Sianz, think I slept too much, slept from 3 last night till 1 plus this afternoon. Went town yesterday with my brothers, Igni, Tay and Darren. Cuz Igni took pay le then gave us a treat at Pastamania. Was thinking whether wanna go Black last night or go Igni's friend's pub but in the end was at home by 11pm. Haha!

Anyway tmr's the start of my last semester in sch le. After that will be Tekong Chalet, been thinking bout what should I do in the future for the whole hols. Discussed this prob with my FYP members plus my NTU friends then all still doesnt know what should we do in the future. Are we wasting out youth away by clubbing, drinking, smoking, snooker, pool, enjoying, having late nights? Besides that I've been spending quite alot recently. Its high time I should stop or lets say cut down on all this activity.

I want my future to be good, I dun wanna live in just a HDB flat. I wanna start my own business venture be it on entertainment or food industry. I dun think I'm continuing in this line of mine. If possible let me win the big sweep or toto then that will be good! Hahaha....

Christmas plan...

2004-12-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

FYP and FYP and FYP!!! So boring, looks like my group have not enough time to finish up this stupid project. Tried doing the concrete today but guess something or some sequence went wrong, ended up getting no results and have to clean up and by the time we left NTU was like already going to 7pm!

Tmr gonna do the same old thing again, seiving of sand, mixing of motar, followed by the mixing of concrete before doing all the tests. Gotta go to the gym some day le cuz all the seiving and mixing of aggregates cause my lower arm to be getting bigger and bigger seh. This makes my upper arm looks as if its smaller than my lower arm, alittle like "Popeye's" arm! Hahaha...

Been messaging her everyday but I got back no reply since last thurs, dunno what happened also. Tried calling her but all I got from the calls were "At the tone, please record ur msg...." Christmas is coming and I hated it when all my friends asked how I'm gonna celebrate it. Every yr's the same, I will definitely have a dinner with my family on christmas eve then after that will be shopping with them before heading home. Its been like this for the past 19 yrs, I always spend christmas alone without a gf when all my friends are attached!

Darren's got his girl, Bapuk Tay got his girl, Serene got her guy, Karen got her guy, Xr got her guy and I think Igni not booking out so I'm alone... Maybe with the company of Daniel and Linus! So please stop asking how I'm gonna spend christmas this yr!

Shanghai

2004-12-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun! Igni, Tay and Serene came my house for overnight mahjong and as usual Bapuk Tay the loser again. We watched soccer and played mahjong the whole night, really enjoyed and it made me forget bout some stuff the whole night.

Sent her a message last night although I knew she wont reply. Anyway Man U won 3-0! Haha... Another happy thing is my parents and younger bro are back from Shanghai! Went to the airport just now to pick them up, my mum bought lotsa things for me seh, got Jack Daniels, CK perfume/ cologne, a jersey but its fake and I dun blame her cuz she doesnt know and also lotsa and lotsa food!!!

Yeah! Next week starting sch le, just left one more week for FYP! Cant wait to start sch, was so god damn boring to be either at home or NTU the whole holiday...

"Ji Mo Bian Jie"

2004-12-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

Was at Dan's house yesterday together with Linus since 2 plus. Was playing what guys are crazy doing when they are together in one single flat. Haha... Had hella lotsa fun with them, drank, eat, play comp, PS2 and etc etc...

Anyway went home only at ard 11 plus then dunno what happened to me, I became very hardworking, started to wash clothes, iron clothes, feed the fishes and etc ending up sleeping at ard 3am. Guess I'm lonely ba cuz my bro's gf came my house and I dun feel like sleeping early. Everybody has their probs, its just whether they wanna let it out or not? And I hope ppl reading this take into consideration that when u have ur probs and u intend to let others know, betta do it in a friendly way and not in a ignoring way. Its not like the whole world owes u or in debt to u yeah? In fact the one owing to others is u cuz u let them know bout ur probs and they are busy settling or thinking bout a solution for u but yet u are ignoring them or dun even bother bout them! Think it over....

As for today, think maybe later going billiard session, been a long time since I last played billiard. Thought of going Black tonight but must think it through le cuz have been drinking on tue, wed and fri. If I go tonight it will be the fourth time drinking in a week, guess my liver's spoilt! Haha... Nose spoilt, liver spoilt, lungs spoilt, mouth spoilt, teeth spoilt. Rather die right? Haha... Listening to a chinese song now by Zhang Dong Liang Nicholas, "Ji Mo Bian Jie". Its a nice sad sad song...

Stupid Me!

2004-12-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Didnt go for FYP today, took a day off cuz I feel that this FYP is turning me into a Blangadeshie! Everyday just go NTU from 9-5 playing around with cement, aggregates, sand, etc... Anyway last night went over to RAV, a pub at boat quay cuz my sis, Karen is in the beauty contest held there. She got into the semis which is 2 weeks later. One of the contestant interacted with me last night and we exchanged nums, hahaha! Pretty seh, 20 yrs old but too bad, I have no interest in her...

Woke up only at around 12 today but suddenly felt so lonely cuz my whole family left for Shanghai 2 days ago and will only be back on Sunday. Actually today going out with Elynn but she not feeling well so cancel off, and I think I went bonkers or crazy or stupid or what, I took a bus down to PS and went to Carrefour and I bought "liang cha(herbal tea), strepsils, herbal sweet and sweets and I headed for Bedok. Thought of giving Elynn a visit, who knows I reached there, gave her 3 missed calls and waited for around close to 2 hrs but got no reply from her and its till NOW!!! Like what Linus said, kept giving in but never ever took back anything...

Haiz...... Guess I'm too iritating, too disturbing, too idiotic, too stupid ba...

Sianz

2004-11-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

Sianz.... Just read Elynn's journal from her multiply.

if there's onli two choices.. the good with no feeling or the bad with tons of feeling..which one will u choose?

u wan a sweet & lovely one..yet it's sweet but it wasn't love..or it's love but a sour one..which one will u choose?

when u've lost trust..wat makes u trust again.. is it time..? or is it try again..?which one will u choose?

wat exactly proves a person's love?is it time? or is it feeling?is it words? or is it believing?which one will u choose?

do u choose the one who CAN BE ur partner..or do u choose the one who u WAN him/her to be ur partner..which one will u choose?

How??? Haha... Anyway if I'm considered as one of her suitors, I think I'll fall in the category of good with no feelings ba. Dunno why also, just had that feeling. Anyway just told her not to think so much bout that as everyone will goes through this stage. Juts be natural in everything u do ba.

I think if its me I'll choose the bad with feelings, and I think that its time that helps in gaining and losing trust. The most important thing that proves a person's love will be time plus feelings and if I'm to choose, I'll choose the one who I want him/her to be my partner. I'm alittle selfish la...

"Saw"

2004-11-28T14:29:00.000+08:00

Time to update what I've been doing recently, was at NTU the whole of last week doing my Final Yr Project. Bet I gotta go down there again for the rest of my 2 weeks of holidays. But its quite fun doing the project with my team members and 2 of the NTU students, cuz all guys ma, easier to do things and easier to communicate also.

Anyway last night went to watch the movie "Saw" and its not bad. Watched the 11.30 show at Lido and it ended ard 1.30am. Wanted to go Black after that but all too tired. Went to the Carpark to get our car and found out that we've been locked in the carpark. But luckily found the attendant and was told there's something wrong with the carpark entry/exit cashcard machine. In the end paid the amount in cash and left.

Alright, back to the movie. Its a trailer suspense and msytery kinda show whereby the killer is on the run and I really admired or respect the way of him killing others. The method of killing he used may not classify him as the murderer as he will set up traps here and there which in other words make it like a suicide thingy. And all along the killer is in the room with the victims!!!!

Questions!!!

2004-11-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

How do u describe a guy who doesn't even have the courage to express his love or better say his liking for someone??? A jerk, an asshole, a timid guy, a useless guy, an idiot, a moron, a stupid fella, a shitty person or what??? Well, that guy is me......

"y is it that the 1 u liked always doesn't like u but whileas the 1 u dun like fall for u", this line is quoted by my bro, Daniel and I agree with it... What do u think???

I'm feeling "Confused"

2004-11-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

So bloody boring! Even though today was at NTU the whole day doing my FYP, I was still bored and bored and bored! Was supposed to go and watch "Shutter" today but was called back to NTU last minute! Sianz!

I wanna watch Shutter but gotta go back to NTU everyday from today onwards! Enough of NTU, anyway I'm feeling quite down today. Feeling quite confused! Dun wish to explain it here also, my brothers, sisters and closed buddies will understand what I'm talking about...

"Playboy face"

2004-11-21T01:37:00.000+08:00

Recently been clubbing and clubbing and clubbing so frequently, kinda sick and tired of those places already. Just went down Black on wed, 18/11 (which is my parents wedding anniversary, 26 yrs le wor!) with Elynn and friends plus Ben, Erwin and Jiahui. End up nose bleed (its a long story la) and I think I scare the taxi driver cuz my nose bleed and drip onto my shirt. After that when I reached home, think I scare my mum again cuz she's awoken by the noise that I made upon reaching home. The whole sink of my toilet was my blood and she thought I fought with ppl, hahaha! Ended up being nag again!

Anyway today went to sentosa with Igni, Daniel and Darren. Saw Elynn there too. But too bad today no sun, still so fair!!! After that went for dinner at the NUS prata shop there before heading for pool at Bukit Timah.

As for now, having mixed feelings! For the past month I've been hanging out with a girl quite frequently and I think that I've fallen for her. To be exact I've known her for 54 days and went out with her for only 7 times and I'm interested in her. Been thinking and thinking whether should I let her know how I feel, I'm afraid la. To be honest, I'm afraid of negative results cuz basically I'm quite a confident person in things that I'm doing and I normally expect good results or positive answers from the things I'm doing... Anyway today Daniel told me one thing and made me sianz full, he's already the (dunno which ranking) person to tell me that girls wont feel secure going out with me. Part of this is because I have too many girl-friends, another part is that I have a playboy face! Its not what I want... Friends are just friends, not matter they are girls, guys, gays, lesbians, butches, I just regard them as friends. And about the face part, ask my parents bout it la huh!

I'm kinda sick and tired of all these already... Bapuk Tay just wanted to send me one song by Jordan Chan entitled "Nu Ren Bu Ying Gai Rang Nan Ren Tai Lei". Kinda true la huh.. Haha!

The Princess Diary 2

2004-11-17T15:43:00.000+08:00

Was in town yesterday with Elynn and we caught the movie Princess Diary 2. I didnt even watch part 1 but the show was not bad. Typical ladies show which is super fairytale romantic kind plus a little comedy in some scenes.

After that we went over to Suntec as she's buying something for her friend. Wanted to go for the car show there but last minute aborted the idea. In the end we had our dinner and walked back from suntec to orchard then we headed home.

She gave me a subaru(model one of cuz) as a present for my birthday and a small cute little hamster(model one also). Haha... Very nice, I'm still currently figuring out how to post my pictures here. So guys, be patient. Haha! Later going mediacorp for her second final sch belle thingy, still thinking tonight wanna go zouk not! I'M BROKE!!!!!

Birthday~~~

2004-11-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

My birthday now, still left about 23 hours... Already 19. Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me!

Hangover....

2004-11-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

Last night at Black was fun, was there with Seb, Dan, Linus, Sheena, Mag and their friends all the way from 9 plus till 4 plus in the morning! Wow.. Think I drank too much last night but not as much as compared to that drunken Seb and Dan la huh. Now having alittle headache and hangover le....

Saw quite alot of familiar faces last night, Shirley was there, Christine and one of my poly friend was also there. Same goes to Karen and her group of friends, celebrating birthday I think. And ya of course, quite alot of babes last night but all too wild le la, haha!

Anyway my leg is damn numb now, was there dancing and drinking, dancing and drinking for 7 long hours, cool manz! Haha... Woke up for barely an hour only and I'm feeling bored! Staying at home is bored, think later gotta find friends for snooker or mahjong session le.... Ciao!

Chinablack~~~

2004-11-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

WoOOhOOoo.... Finally its 5th nov le, today was the last paper for me, Geotech 2! Find it abit weird la the questions but I think I can pass so its alright! Haha... Anyway paper ended 3 plus and came home le, going to have my dinner soon and after that meeting Daniel going town.

Going to Black tonight, its a friday night and its party time for me. Hehe.... Ciao guys!

"Yesterday Once More"

2004-11-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

Was awoken by my younger bro this morning at 11am! So god damn tired, cuz I slept at 3 last night and was like so sianz! Awoken by him cuz gotta go lavender to collect our passports, already expired and was asked to go SIR to collect it. Haiz, went down loh...

Then after that in the noon met up with Elynn, went out with her at PS to watch "Yesterday Once More" starring Andy Lau and Sammi Cheng, its a nice show. Worth watching cuz its quite touching. After that we had our dinner at the road stall at Orchard, the one beside John Little I think, dunno la! Look like a mini Newton that one, the food was not bad but alittle ex. We had stingray and kangkong, nice seh!

Walked around Kinokuniya at Taka after that and ard 9 went over to Tangs as she's meeting her mum and dad. They're going over to the Airport to fetch her bro. Thats where we parted and I headed home, forgot to bring key out this morning so cannot stay out too late, sianz! Anyway I pass Elynn the celica le, she's abit shocked though.

Haiz, still got another paper on fri, still cannot party yet. So boring, tmr gotta stay home for revision and same goes to thurs! Others are like already partying like craze and I'm still mugging for the Geotech 2 on fri, stupid like hell!

Happy Halloween!

2004-10-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween to all manz! Haiz, was home the whole day on a sunday cuz having a headache the moment I woke up today. Woke up only at 2 plus cuz slept at 5 last night! Like pig seh.. Haha!

Anyway yesterday was out with Igni and Darren for KTV session at CCK till 7pm before meeting up with Tay, Xr and Jq. Met them for dinner at town and was stuck again cuz we dunno where to head for next. Thought of going zouk cuz its having a halloween party but we dun have the costumes and the entry fee for guys is 30 bucks loh! Wa....

Then after that thought of going to Black but see the queue abit sianz le so in the end we end up at Bukit Timah for billiard session with Igni's army friends. Played number ball till 2am seh, luckily win, haha! After the session was already like knock out session for us le, so headed home le.

Reached home, had my bath and receive a msg from Elynn. Then chatted with her till 5am seh. Haha! As for today, migraine whole day, sianz! Going to study later, time to start slowly for my revision of paper on fri le... Ciao!

Yeah! Celica done!!!

2004-10-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

WooOooo.... Yesterday was at town with Daniel and Ah xin. Went down town at ard 4 plus and met up with Dan and Linus after their PC Tech paper. Linus was with us for awhile only then after that met up with his "...." and left us for his church jamming session.

Then left the 2 sick gays again, Sam and Dan! Haha.. We walk the whole of orchard seh, from Far East to Park Lane then back to PS then to Paragon and then to Robinsons then finally back to Cine and met up with Ah xin. Finally bought my Celica model at Park Lane yesterday. Around 9 plus went to PS and meet up with Feiyou then the 4 of us went up to IOI for pool session again.

Luckily we left in time and caught the last bus seh, save alot of money, haha! Reached home at 12 plus but slept at 3 plus cuz was on the phone, haha! As for today, was at home the whole day fixing the celica model. Sat on the dining table and fix seh, and after 3 hrs of sitting and fixing, the model is finally completed! First time I sat for 3 hrs concentrating on one thing seh, didnt even go to the toilet seh.

Tmr maybe going sento, now asking ard who wanna go, haha! As for now, think should be going out le, going billiard session at bukit timah. Friend coming to fetch me, haha, free ride seh, but he riding bike, dangerous! Haha...

Maths Sux!

2004-10-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

OooOoo... Finally my exam's down to one. Yesterday's maths paper was like so god damn fucked up! Went in the exam hall, sat down on table 76 and started to flip thru the questions and I was like, "Wow! Am I sitting for doctorate maths paper??" Haha... Anyway the whole class thinks that its hard so should be ok la, they will moderate the marks. Just hope to pass this module.

After the paper went for halal chicken chop again, sat there with my poly clique till the 9pm chinese show ends, the swimming one whereby there are lotsa babes in swimsuit. Haha! But then the moment I reached home was like so damn bored manz! Including today, I was typically slacking my day away. Life is so boring, so slacking, so unfufiling, so meaningless. Haha, say till as if I wanna commit suicide.

But its true la, u get bored when nobody is there to acc u. Maybe tmr will be going to town, feel like buying a model car to fix, a celica model for "her". Anyway also nothing to do what, so might as well buy and fix then give it to her as she likes celica ma. See who tmr free to acc me go town, bet it will most likely be me alone again ba. Boring~~~

Zouk

2004-10-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

Just woke up not long ago and had my Macdonalds lunch. Haha! Was back home last night only at about 3 plus in the morning. So damn shiok but is so damn tired la. Yesterday afternoon was damn boring, Darren went out with his girl, Bapuk went out with his girl also, Igni didnt wanna come out in the afternoon and I cant seem to find any friends who are free to "lepak" with me. Haiz!

In the end, decided to go out myself. YES! Me alone going to town, luckily called Karen and she ask whether wanna go zouk not. Went Orchard meet her le then go her house, from Bukit Panjang to Orchard then to Bukit Panjang again loh cuz she wanna change then was in her house rotting for bout an hour plus. Around 9 Igni came to fetch us, plus Serene and later on meet Darren at town. Intended to go Black first but too crowded la so decided to go zouk.

Was quite fun la, long time never gather together with them also le. Phuture is getting from bad to worst manz! The crowd there is so little even on Saturday loh. Anyway we left there around 2 and went for late night supper at Bukit Timah before going home.

Haiz, this morning woke up suddenly got this feeling of emptiness and lonliness. So god damn bored plus lonely loh. It seems like everybody has a soulmate for them to discuss about problems, talk bout this and that but for me is like. I only can find friends to discuss bout those things. Starting to feel lonely le... But its not easy to find a soulmate la, maybe for my life I'm fated to be a bachelor leh, who knows??!!

But whatever is it, just let nature take its course. I gotta go revise le, tmr's having maths exam and I'm still partying like crazy. 3rd yr is a slack yr for me manz! Just hope can faster get the certs and save me all this fucking crap tests and exams stresses la! Btw before I forget, its Jane's bday today! Happy birthday jie! Ciao.... ;)

Test finish le...

2004-10-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

Today's a great day cuz its the last term test for semester 1 le. Then after the next 2 exams paper for the next 2 weeks and it will be our vacation. Haiz, but after that is semester 2... Time in poly is so fast manz! Sianz!

Anyway today after the paper went clementi to find Ah xin first then after that went down town again to find Larry and Feiyou. Did nothing much, was just playing billiard with them the whole day at Cine and we had our dinner at Yoshi. Saw the Xiao Cao for TP I think, that guy who looks like Alex To. He's a hunk and he looks fabulous! Haha, sounds like I'm a gay seh.

After that was already 7 plus le, went down Bedok to meet Elynn for supper or rather desert at her house there the hawker which she say very famous wan la. Sat there and eat and talk till 10 then go home le.

Anyway on wed, went down with Elynn for her sch belle thingie. Waited for 2 plus hours with Jason before going in, she won but Seb lost. Sianz! Then yesterday thurs was down to mediacorp again as she gotta go for dunno what audition. Same thing, sat there for 2 hours and I guess that mediacorp is my second home le rather than Orchard. Haha! After that we went for ice cream at the new Cafe Cartel at Cine. So full loh.

Sianz, having paper on Mon leh, Maths somemore! Die le, the most aim pass nia loh. Tmr dunno going where again, should be out with Igni and Darren they all ba....

Elynn...

2004-10-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

Its been weeks since I last blog, abit lost touch with blogging le. Haha... Didnt blog partly because I'm abit sick of it, another part is that I have tonnes of projects and reports to submit. Haiz! Anyway recently nothing much happened la, just got to know a girl named Elynn in school.

Last fri and yesterday reached home around the same time la, 1am! Haha, so late loh... Last fri went out with Elynn to watch New Police Story, second time watching le wor. Then yesterday was at Mediacorp at 5 as I'm accompanying her and also Seb for the school belle and beau thingie la. Elynn's friend Serene was also there with her guy, Jason. They left us for the studio at 5pm and Jason and I was waiting outside loh, FOR 3 and a HALF COOL HOURS!!! We waited at the Sofa and chatted, found out he lives very near me seh, afew blocks away only.

Then mediacorp is holding the Singapore Idol thingie also, thats why yesterday the reception hall was crowded like dunno what. The sofa we were sitting on was shared by us and Leeandra's family members, one of the Singapore Idol's contestants la. They were super friendly and we chatted. Haha! After 3 plus hours they finally came out at 8.30pm and we went for dinner loh, at Scotts foodcourt. Imagine after eating our full dinner, we walked from Far East to Esplanade!!! Wow..... Leg was damn bloody numb, Elynn even got a blister. Haiz!

Sat there for bout an hour, by then only left Jason, Serene, Elynn and me. We left Jason and Seren alone then Elynn and me sat another corner. Took quite alot of pics, If I figure out how do I insert pics in here, I will then show u all la huh! Haha... So we left that place around 12 and I sent Elynn home, she stay Bedok...... Hahahahaha!

Anyway as for today, gotta study le cuz next week term test then right after that is exams! Sianz, so fast semester over le, one more semester and I'll be gone le! So I decided to enjoy myself, later if got friend ask me out, I'll go... Study comes later la huh... Haha!

Pub was great!!!

2004-10-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was great. Went over to Lindsey's birthday party ar Aranda Country Club at Pasir Ris there just beside Downtown East. Was there from around 6 plus till 10 plus then we left for town. There was only Igni, Daniel, Darren and Me. Bapuk Tay left with Shaohua they all le, haiz, too bad they never join us, if not they will like it.

Was wondering where to go at first, was in Igni's car at the Cine carpark for bout 15 mins, thinking where to go. At first decided to go Zouk, so drove to Grand Corpthorne carpark and again sat in the car for bout 15 mins. In the end decided to go one of Igni's friend's pub at Boat Quay. The pub was good, opened a Chivas and we can sing, drink, talk, play pool. A great pub!!!

The waitresses there were great too, hahaha... One of them even studied at SP seh! But not my type, too bad! Anyway, we sat there till they closed at 3 before leaving. Then now feeling so sick, drank quite alot last night. Actually yesterday I was already feeling sick, plus the drinking and late night, I'm now like a walking zombie! Later still gotta do RWP report, sianz!!!

Sick...

2004-10-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

Feeling rather sick right now! Had a very bad flu cum sore throat cum cough since yesterday. Anyway my week was so boring again, but was less stressful compared to the past few weeks cuz most of the projects were more or less settled.

Anyway, I went for a movie on tue, 29/9 with Elaine. We watched the New Police Story at clementi theatres and the theatre was "wow", retro. Haha.. Nice show though. Nothing unusual happen on wed except that I saw this girl who looks like SunYanZi in sch. She's pretty, haha, guess what I'm thinking now, hahaha... But she's way too pretty for me.

Then yesterday went to IOI plaza for pool session with Larry, Feiyou and Ah xin. After that went to the back alley for our late dinner at around 9 plus. Sat there and talk bout girls again, usual topic. That 3 guys kept asking me how to save money when we guys go out with girls, haha! Then I taught them each and every method, they said that they will feel shy taking money from girls. But the prob is that I dun feel shy at all, I mean, I wont be as stupid as before to spend so much money on girls again. I rather take that money to pool, billiard session or clubbing or anything else except girls! Haha...

Anyway for today, gonna go for Lin Min's birthday party at pasir ris later on. Feeling quite sick le, been sneezing for the whole night yesterday. Dunno who missing me, haha... Still thinking whether tmr gonna go for the sentosa trip organise by DE or not cuz my RWP report haven finish yet and its due on mon! Haiz... ;(

Boredness, Vexness, Troubledness!!!

2004-09-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging after a week. Was so busy over stuff which is considered as sch work so even though I may be busy but I'm still bored! Never satisfied la me.. The past week was kinda terrible, was sick, having illnesses like bored-ness cum sianz-ness, vex-ness, troubled-ness, haiz!

Firstly boredness is because of sch work. Was busy with projects and projects and projects that I can hardly breathe nowadays. But because of projects also it makes me super bored. Bored because I dun have the time to play, to relax, to lepak. Been a long time since I last went Esplanade with my poly mates for lepak session. And furthermore I can have boredness till the extent of going to play pool on my own and after that going home. Sounds like a freaking fellow who doesnt have any friends right? Haha...

Vex-ness and troubled-ness can be linked to the same case la. Been thinking about Elaine and me recently also. Now is my turn, I begin to think that we are too fast. But its really too fast la, went out with her for a date only. Anyway I can understand how she feel also cuz I've been in her shoe before. She's a girl too good for me, I'm not as good as what or who she thinks I am loh. Maybe slowly and we can work things out, sorry Elaine.

Dun wish to talk bout what happen during the days. Maybe just elaborate on weekends ba. Yesterday friday went out with Ah Xin, Larry and Feiyou after school. Was in town walking then after that went over to IOI plaza for pool session, then kena forced by that 3 idiots to play pool with a professional who represents singapore for matches. Siaoz beh! Sure lose wan ma! But anyway just played and ya true enough both games I lose but only lose by one ball and that was because I lack experience in placing the last few balls. Thats what that guy says la. Played till 11 plus then went home and reached home at 12 seh.

Then this morning woke up at 6 plus cuz got soccer tournament held by DE lecturers at 8.30 in sch. And yes! 8.30 in the morning. Shag right!?! My legs wobbly seh, but then still gotta play. Won all 3 games, actually is 4 games but one team walk-over. As usual, fight occurs again. This time is that stupid Seb, like a bull seh, 4 or 5 person also cannot hold him down. Then kena warning loh, one more warning and we are out plus we have to write a report to the head. Sianz! Wednesday is the finals le, gotta perform manz me cuz today I played typically like an idiot, I played fucking shit soccer!

Anyway after soccer went clementi eat chicken chop then after that I went over to Bukit Timah for pool session alone. Yes alone! Cuz I was damn bored and my phone flat batt so dunno the numbers of my friends to call. Sad life seh me! Haha... Anyway as for tmr, gotta go Pasir ris first, my god-brother's condo house, hahaha! Then must come home early also cuz gotta rush that RWP plus PBL plus FYP. All projects! Sianz... Guess tmr not going out with Igni they all le la, and tonight gonna sleep early also, too tired le, my legs wobbly! Good night guys! Ciao! ;)

Late nights recently

2004-09-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging since last thurs or fri I think cuz was damn busy with projects and furthermore been coming home late these past few days.

Friday was a super bored day! Supposed to start sch at 1 but I was already there at 9 plus. Gotta go there to do my Problem Based Learning Project as it carries alot for percentage in some of my modules. After project went for lesson and all the way till 5 and straight after that went over to library again for FYP. Sianz right! Do till 7 then ciao but I went Orchard to meet up with Feiyou and YongHsin for dinner. Sat there at the table and we talk for 2 straight hours manz!

Imagine 3 guys gossipping and crapping away. Mostly talk bout girls, dirty stuffs, sex stuffs, hahaha! Talk till bout 9 plus and intend to go shopping and we reached up at Far East at 9.55. That shopping centre looks like a dead city at that time manz! So we decided to head home and I waited for that stupid 190 for half an hour. Sianz!

On saturday, went back to sch at 9 plus again. For FYP!!! Stupid FYP, discuss bout the project till 12 and we left there. Went home first and thought going out with Igni, Darren and Tay. Who konws Darren going out with Lynn, Tay dun feel like going out and Igni going clubbing with his campmates. Bored!! So rot at home till bout 6 before meeting Tommy and gang for a movie at Orchard. Watched "Ghost" at PS and its like quite scary, haha! Cuz we sitting at the third front row! So loud the sound effect and I kena scared at a few parts. Haha! Hamster boy seh me! Watched finish its already like 11 plus so we decided to go for pool cum billiard session at Bukit Timah. Actually thought of going Chinablack with Igni but too expensive la!

Then we reached Bukit Timah at 12 and played till around 2 plus. In the end reached home at 3am! Still not tired so called Elaine and we chatted on phone till 4 before sleeping. Haha!

As for today, one word to express my feelings. BORING! Woke up at 12 and had my macdonalds brunch (breakfast cum lunch). Had been slacking all the way till now.... BORING!!!

Anacondas...

2004-09-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

Didnt blog last night cuz wwas on the phone with Elaine till 11 plus then lazy to use the comp le. Yesterday was super boring, damn sianz, maybe cuz yesterday I PMS ba, mood swing. Sch ended at 3 and I dun feel like going home, so thought actually can go the MM day together with Linus they all. Darren got ask me on tues whether I wanna go not but that day still doesn't know that Linus, Azhar, Shahib and Izwan going so I told him no.

Yesterday then know they all going, cuz Firul performing as in jamming as one of the event. In the end last minute Darren cant get any tix for us, so I went over to Bukit Timah for pool session. At first was alone then I called up Elaine and she joined me at around 5 plus. Played till 6 plus then left le, gotta come back home for dinner with my family.

Today..... erm, was another boring day la, typically went sch just to sleep. By the way I got back my Maths and CE Tech paper le. Maths got only 64% and CE Tech 87%, sucks manz my results! Haiz, dunno why slack so much also. Anyway enough of sch work, today after sch went to watch Anacondas with Elaine. Its not a bad show, quite interesting though and some scenes scared me seh! Watch finish le already 6 plus going to 7, so we both went home loh.

Gotta ciao le, going to do report and research. Sianz! Projects are taking my life manz!!! SUCKS BIG TIME!!!

Boring School!!!

2004-09-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

Just got back home at around 9. Was at school for a project discussion, actually is Meng and Izwan discuss la, I was there at the library taking a nap, hahaha.... Anyway yesterday didnt blog cuz there's something wrong with my comp.

Yesterday was the first day of second term seh, so fast! Soon, I'll be graduating le, sianz! Go Tekong chalet, haha! Then yesterday was damn boring, felt like sleeping the whole day in sch seh, got back my Geotech paper, 67% only, sianz! Then after sch went home le, too tired! Reached home ard 7 then had my dinner and acc my mum to go downstairs cuz it was the last day of Lunar 7th month, gotta go burn the paper thingie. Mum told me alot leh, all bout my brother, saying he what 23 yrs old still like little kid la, dunno how to think. But he'll grow up one day. And ya, yesterday my kor lost his hp, haiz! Go clubbing la, see la!

Anyway as for today, another boring sch day. Go sch to SLEEP! Haha... Then just now during 2 plus went to meet Wendy and we went FC 5 to eat, talk talk. Both saying out our stressness! Haha... After that then went contact time, supposed to go at 4 but reached in there at 4.30pm! Haha... And ya, I got back my ITP log book le, got A, haha... Happy like dogz! Today bought a birthday card for my mum also, tmr's her bday. Just get this card first, present have to wait I think cuz I'm broke. Haiz!

Happy Birthday Kor!

2004-09-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

Well, haven been blogging for the past few days cuz was just back from a chalet this morning.

On Friday, left house at abput 12 plus for Linus's bday chalet at Downtown East. A record breaking chalet with just 3 girls there for the bbq night, Daphne, Keryn and Trina. Another record breaking thing is that all the guys are single, except for that Izwan la. So all of them are kinda psychotic, crazy, sadistic and etc etc.... Had the bbq the first night, was drinking away cuz Jordan brought an XO there. Wow! Haha... The chalet was fun, all guys, no lack of drinks and cigarettes, hahaha.....

Played and chit chat all the way till 3 plus then can sleep. Was chatting with Daphne at the balcony, heart to heart talk, kinda sad, kinda miss her but all I can do is just drink and rokok. I know I'm stupid to still think of her after so many weeks already or even months. But can't help it la. I feel lonely, really.... Anyway the guys are crazy man! Die die cannot fall asleep at the chalet, cuz the moment u rest, they come, and they wrestle u, strip u, idiotic bunch of gays manz! Haha... Play la, play till the security came, cuz that stupid Daniel was shouting away and the clock at that time reads 4am! Haha.... Kena scolding seh...

Then on Saturday, did nothing much la, just went swimming and mahjong session for the day. Then had a mini bbq dinner cuz still left some money then decided to buy some chicken last minute to bbq, quite nice also... Slack throughout all the way, playing and learning new songs on the guitar till around 12 then went for pool session with Izwan. And ya, I saw Seong Tean(my poly 1st yr classmate) and Kathy(my sec sch classmate) seh, and yuan lai they both know each other. Haha... Played till around 1am then left for Cheers and bought back some "Tigers", haha... Went back to watch TV and its playing "Shan Ji De Gu Shi" from the "Gu Huo Zai" wan. After that sat at the balcony and started chatting, drinking and rokok-ing. Haha...

Woke up this morning at 7 plus then had a terrible migraine seh, sianz, never bring my pills then was like wa, the pain was like fuck!!! Somemore having sore throat so headed back home and reach home at around 9 plus, had my shower then pop 2 pills and went to sleep. Anyway today's my elder bro's birthday! Happy 23rd Birthday Kor! Then just now went to had dinner together with my family to kinda celebrate ba, his and my mum's birthday. Mum's birthday coming seh, 15th Sep, what should I get for her leh? Slowly think ba, must ask my girl-friends liao... As for now, gonna go eat the birthday cake le, feel hungry again seh. Eat le then watch "Dark Waters" ba which is now showing on SCV.. Heehee... ;)

Sunburnt!!!

2004-09-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

Was home the whole day. Watching VCDs rented from a shop near my neighbourhood. Finally finished watching the taiwanese serial "Zhuang Jiu Xiao Zi" aka "Nine Ball". Not that nice, not much about pool leh, sianz, thought its about pool then rent de. The ending also sucks, haiz, just not that nice la.

Sianz, I got sunburnt le. My back and my nose starts to get painful when i rubbed them. Die! Go Chalet with a sunburn, sure let Daniel they all abuse. Haha... Anyway tmr going for chalet to so call celebrate Linus long past belated birthday. Gonna have lotsa fun this weekend. Can't wait for tmr. Think I swam and played too much at sentosa yesterday, now my whole body is like aching away, dunno tmr got strength to play around with those monkey friends of mine or not. Haha!

This coming sunday is my bro's birthday, his 24th birthday le. Dunno what to get for him also, maybe no need get for him present la, kinda broke le, haha.... Anyway my mum bought back dinner le, gotta go eat le. Ciao!!! ;)

Fucking Butches!

2004-09-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

Today went sentosa with Erwin, Weihua, Ben Kia and Junze. Stupid Meng and Daniel put aeroplane! Was damn early when we reached in at Sento, that was around 11 in the morning. Then had our tanning and all that till around 4 before coming out.

Was playing thru halfway when these group of girls came to us, sec 3 only I think, WTF! Haha, their volleyball got stuck on the coconut tree, so wanted to lend our ball to whack and hit down theirs. In the end, spent about an hour to get that fucking ball down. Haha...

After that started to stick to us le, sianz, find them quite noisy at times! Anyway today sento not much chupz, maybe becuz its weekday. Got chupz also come with "bf" or their butch bf! Fuck the butches manz! I hate butch, "bu nan bu nu" loh, dunno what the fuck they doing also! If those butches wanna find gf, please find one and fuck off to Netherlands whereby u and ur so called "gf" can get married legally ok!

Stupid butches! Fuck off from Singapore, fuck off from my sight! If ur a butch and ur reading my blog now, I'm sorry, its either u kiss me or hate me! Just fuck off from me!

Serena's Birthday!!!

2004-09-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

Just back from "lepak" session with my poly mates at Esplanade! Now chatting online with Wendy and Linus, nothing much to do also.

Went sch today for project session at 10am seh, but I late la, haha! Saw Yifang on 184, Dawn's friend, maybe she forgot who I am le ba, didnt even look at me. Then saw HweeLing also, chatted with her all the way loh. After project went town and shag, lepak, eat.

Life is so boring, actually wanted to wait for Karen off work then go home with her, but she say dun need, maybe her bf fetching her, haha! So went over to Esplande to shag and Lepak with Linus, Daniel, Shahib, Azhar and Erwin. All guys session again!

Yup, and today's Serena's Birthday! 20 yrs old le worz! Happy for her also, hope she enjoy her special day with her special "someone". Haha... And if Serena, ya reading this, relax, your Feicui should come very soon, me now no girl ma, alot money! Hahaha... I'll call u out one of these days!

Today got one more guy added me in friendster and MSN, his name is Kevin and he ask whether am I straight or not! What the fxxk! I'M STRAIGHT OK!!!! I like girls!!!! Scary seh! By the way, going sentosa tmr, gonna tan myself. Going with my poly mates, shiok! But gotta spend money again, sianz! Tired le, go slp le, ciao! ;)